мy ғιrѕт and laѕт

Day 1

I wake up like any old day, from having the same old nightmare in the same old broken bed I had for 6 years. I get up lazily heading to the bathroom looking at myself in a dirty mirror in my bathroom. It's not like my house is always dirty because it's not. I just had siblings who put their hands on the mirror. Anyway, I turn on the shower getting in beginning to wash up thinking that today is the day. I'll actually have a good day, I'll actually be happy but it was a lie. Everything I told myself was a lie. I take a deep breaths then suddenly I hear a call from the other room, It was my mom so I took a deep breath trying not to answer but she gets louder.
"Mark" she calls out from her room, I answer quickly before she gets louder.
"Yes mom."
"I need you to hurry up and take your sister to school"
"Okay." I quickly respond with no hesitation due to the fact I really didn't want to go to school, I hurry and rinse off throwing on some clothes, A sweat shirt and some sweat pants. I hurry and brush my teeth and wash my face looking at myself in the mirror thinking "am i staring right at a monster." My eyes had dark rings around it and my hair was too long  over my face. I try to smile and play it off but it just hurt me more so I walked out of the bathroom grabbing my bus pass and my little sister hands
"Let's go Tora" I said trying to keep a happy face so my mom won't notice anything. My little sister grabs onto my hand and we head off down the street. As we walk I hum a little looking at my phone waiting for my friend to text me. I met him on Facebook through a friend of mines named Brittany. He always knew how to make me laugh since we were into bts and got7 we sent each other memes for a while until my sister bus came. We both get on and I pay. We choose our seat, the bus driver began to drive making us stumble a little. I fell into this guy lap but hurried and sat down in the seat across with my sister he looked at me angrily giving me the stink eye so I quickly reacted.
"UH sorry sir" he continues to look at me weird before he smiles revealing his four teeth in the front. I turned my face quickly trying not to think of bad names to call him, such as bald mouth, snag tooth, toothless and, gums. Oh gosh I'm such a horrible person. We finally arrive to my sister's school and I watch her run off into the building. I stand in the freezing cold waiting for my bus to go to school.