Painful Love || Yandere! Satsuki (UTAPRI)

(03) Thoughts

(Y/N)'s Pov

I was in my apartment, I sat down on my bed as that thing that Satsuki said kept repeating on my mind..

I know what kind of Idol Natsuki, but I wondered why does he have a split personality. Probably he's a Gemini... Nah, that's not it. But psychology logic, something probably triggered his mind that made an opposite persona of Natsuki. Which is Satsuki, who's the opposite of Natsuki who's oh so enthusiastic and Naive. Meaning something happened or made him feel something from the past that triggered this violent persona of his.

But what's confusing, it's like Natsuki's other persona just acts like he's a new person. Like Satsuki claiming Natsuki's body as his own. His violent persona even named himself!

My eyes widen realizing that I'm gonna work with a violent Hot Headed singer. What if that man hurts me... Writing a song with him would be a challenge.

I heard my phone ringing as I got a call from Ringo,

Ringo Tsukimiya was my teacher before who Home schooled me at my dorm, she acts like we're close friends than teacher and student. She keeps my identity hidden like I asked her, lucky for me she did.

I pick up her call.

"(Y/N) darling~!! How was the meeting with Saotome??"

"Terrible."

"That's good to hear~!" she can still tell I was using sarcasm on her. I rolled my eyes and smirked, I collapsed down on my bed. "So who is this idol you're gonna be working with??"

"Well,  can you guess?"

"I do like guessing games~!"

"He's a very cold, hot headed, violent idol. With mesmerizing dead look on his eyes, and sober look. He sings so coldly and rebellious that gives you shivers down to your spine, " she hummed thinking, I chuckled softly.

"That's strange, i've never heard about this singer before. And somehow makes me think, that this idol has never attended or graduated in Saotome Academy.."

"Nope, he graduated. And he's actually part of a group of male idols in all parts of Japan knows." I saw my cat trying to open the window as I let him in and grabbed a food bowl.

"Oh honey, all students who graduated in this academy sings because of love. One rule Shining believed to make the composers or singers who graduates here will shine more by showing love to their work and share it to everyone." I scoffed and shook my head, I fill the bowl with wet cat food as my cat ate it. I sat down the floor start caressing his fur. "How come I haven't heard about this mysterious idol is...?"

"Okay, another clue..." she hummed once again, "Remember a very mysterious singer who caused a scene in Hayato's Ichinose's concert and sang in front of anyone."

She was silent, but why do I feel worried...?

"Dear, did Shining really proposed a contract to you with him?" so she does knows. I crossed my legs and gripped on phone. "You know (Y/N), Satsuki is a difficult person to deal with. He has caused a scene too much but I'm confused... He came back?? How??"

I don't have a proper answer to that question, either someone triggered him back in Natsuki's mind or probably just magic.

"I don't know... But I'm scared Ringo, I don't want to do it. But I'm thinking about what Saotome said..." I heard her sigh from the phone, I felt like my fears crawling on my back.

"It's your choice (Y/N), I know you need your job as a composer and turning down this project Saotome is asking would be a waste... But I understand, and I don't want to see you troubled with working with anyone... Especially him..." she said, I felt like there's a tear coming out of my eye.

"R-Ringo, I wish you were here right now..."

"Me too Darling..."

We ended our conversation as I felt my cat rubbed it's head to my hand to comfort me. My tears rolled down from my eyes,

Such a lonely creature I am...