Pushing Boundaries

Casey Chpt. 7

“Alright, explain to me again what’s going on?” Amy asked, I had dragged her away from her boyfriend and up the stairs into her room and she didn’t look pleased.

“Logan is coming here!” I cried out.

“Logan, as in Logan Hale’s room mate?” I nodded, “The one who plays football? Adorable. You two got along like peanut butter and jelly?” I nodded, “I don’t see a problem Casey.”

“He took my virginity.” I sighed and her eyes opened wide. “We had sex.” I trailed off as she sat down, “Don’t give me that look.”

“Well was he good? Was it good? I can’t believe you didn’t tell me!” She cried out as I paled, “What now? You can do it some more while he’s back, I’m jealous.”

“No, it’s not good. He told me to call him and I never called him. I didn’t think he was serious, I didn’t want to bother him. I have really missed him.”

“You’ve been kind of down lately.” She agreed, “So this is good.”

“No, bad!” I cried out. “Amy this is so bad! If he comes back all hell is going to break loose because I can’t hold myself back with him. He’s really something special, and I mean that in every way.”

“Well just talk to him.” I shook my head, now it was too late. Now my life was turning upside down. “Want me to talk to him?” She asked.

“Amy, could you do me a favor?” I whispered and she nodded, “Please send him home... I have more news.”

“Casey. I don’t want to end my date over your minor news. What is it?” I sighed and pulled the EPT out of my purse and handed it to her. I watched her gasp. “Does that mean you’re...” I nodded, “Okay.” She nodded hard, “I’m sending him home.” She walked out and I heard her walk him out. She apologized and then walked in. Her arms wrapped around me tightly, “Everything will be okay.” She cooed.

“I’m so fucked over it’s not even funny. He’s supposed to be playing in the NFL, I can’t tell him I’m pregnant. I would ruin his life. I swear, I would ruin it.” I muttered. “I mean I can’t apologize and try again now because I’m pregnant and when he finds out anything I do is going to look like I only did it because we’re having a baby and I don’t want to be a slut who marries the guy because she gets pregnant.”

“Calm down. We need to figure out if he actually came first.” Amy sighed pulling away, “Which means you and I need to go to your house.” She looked me in the eyes, “Can you handle that?” I nodded.

“I like him so much Amy.” I whispered. I wanted to call him so bad but I just never did and then he sounded so hurt on the phone. Like I had wrecked his whole world. Remember when we watched his bowl game and he pulled off his helmet after winning the game and he didn’t even look that happy. He just looked at the camera with those blue eyes and mouthed call me?” I stopped and waited for her to nod, I wouldn’t let myself believe it at the time but now I know, it was meant for me. He was waiting for me.”

“Okay.” She whispered, “Casey, he’s your brother’s room mate.” I nodded, “You had sex with him?”

“I fell in love with him.”

“And got pregnant.”

“Amy, I don’t know how I’m supposed to deal with him here without getting close with him again? I mean I love him, how do you pretend to hate someone you really love?”

“Look at Hale and I, I did it for all these years.”

“Bull. Everyone knows you two like each other.” I muttered, “I can’t even give him that, I can’t ruin his life, not when he’s so close to making it big.”