Who Am I?

"Who am I?"

One: Wake up and brush your teeth because no one wants to smell that bad morning breath.

Two : Pick out an outfit that shows of all your curves and edges. Something that is up to all the latest trends because you don't want to be more of a laughing stock than you already are.

Three: Put on makeup to cover all of you your imperfections. Make that winged eye liner so sharp and perfect it take you hours just to get it right. Put on at least a little bit of makeup so you have the courage to go out in public and feel a little bit better about yourself.

Four: Put your big feet in the small "Nike" shoes that you got from you grandmother two years ago that makes you look like its your first day to 6th grade. You know everyone is going to make fun of you for it but its the only new shoes you have.

Don't forget to put your hair in that neat but messy bun that everyone in Instagram is raving about. If you don't get it right god only knows that everyone will laugh at you for being imperfect.

These are some of the things girls in high school and middle school go through. Why you might ask because that is how the world is now. Everyone wants to be perfect and if you aren't you are ruled out.

Five: when you get off the bus find a group of girls to talk to as soon as you walk in. God also knows that it would be humiliating for you if you didn't.

Girls hide behind screens so everyone can think they have a perfect life. They hind behind the filters and photo shop to make everyone think they are perfect. Girls where skanky clothes and do things that guys like because everyone will consider them "cool" They think that we are messed up? They think that we are the ones with the un-perfect life? No, they are. Sociaty today makes girls think that they have to where makeup to be beautiful. They have to but on crop tops and booty shorts to feel like they are loved and worshiped. Just because a doable tap of a screen doesn't mean that you are perfect, doesn't mean that you are the most loved one in the world. It might mean that people think you pretty. But your hiding behind a screen with filters and changes.

Six: go home and do your work. All the work you mist when you where trying to be cool in front of everyone and act like you didn't care. You get one A+ in front of everyone, the names, oh the names they will call you...nerd, geek, freak, teachers pet, take your pick. They are judging you for being smart. What is wrong with wanting to be smart? So, you don't have to being living on the street, begging people to give you money. Its something that people do everyday. Do you want to be that person? Ask you self right now do you want to be that person?

Seven: go to lunch. Oh lunch time, the time where you can see all of your friends and talk and hangout and screem till your heart content. The two lunch lines. The so called popular kids go in one line, while the other kids go in the other. The popular ganging up on the Other kids like, wolfs and lamb. The kings and Queens of school. They think that they are better than everyone. 

You are most likely thinking "because we are" making smart remarks as I talk about something that happens everyday. The truth.

Eight: When your finally done with all the work you mist, you get ready for bed. You get or pajamas on. "wow did I get fat?" as you wash all of your makeup off and watch it trickle down the drain. Watch all of that made up person fall down the depths off the bathroom floor. As you look up at yourself in the mirror and you see some person you don't even know. Saying all these things about yourself "wow look at my pores. my lips are so thin.

and then another... "who am I?"