i tried my best to feel okay but somehow im not. im so sick and tired to be okay. being okay is just torture. not exactly, but somehow, yes.
recently i felt depressed over nothing and i don't know why lmao. i just feel sad almost every time. i tried so hard to not be sad in school but i can't. i really hate myself rn.
so like last month me and my friend got into a small fight. i don't think it counted as a fight but it is, for me. that day, for some reason, i somehow dislike my friend.
and those short days were the worst days of my life. i felt lonely ugh. so i decided to man up to apologize as he is a pussy.
but after i apologized im still depressed and i don't know why.
i don't know what to do. im just - not okay. yes.
and yeah, i guess that's it.
the end.
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