Before I start talking about my son. let me tell you a little about myself iam 32yrs of age light brown hair pass my shoulders, light brown eyes clear complextion nice full lips iam 100% latina Iam 5'1 and not thin but iam not fat, iam comfortable with my weight dont get me wrong if someone asked me if they can make me thin in a snap of a finger iam there * chuckles* anyway I dont have a fashion in my life I dress comfortable if I can be in pj all day I would be but I got places to be and people to see * laugh* iam more stay home girl I like to watch tv set around and spend time with family, friends etc and iam also a girl that likes to have fun I like to get high *chuckle* and I like to have a few drinks too. here we go down to my young years.
at age 16 I went through a horrible experience that left me feeling broken down ,unwanted, useless ,empty inside, scared ,alone , the feeling that just thinking about what happen makes you want to cry out loud and scream "WHY ME ". Well ,that's the feeling Ray ,my sister's husband , left me with ( Anabelle) thats my sisters name. I also have Bella, Yanira, Lea and Rose * yes I have 5 sisters and I love them all.
Let me tell you about Anabelle . She is a handfull . Brown hair, brown eyes, 5'6, very sexy ,smart ,and confident.
Bella she is sexy ,smart ,confident ,and very outspoken.
Rose is beautiful too . Smart ,very shy but confident about her self and has a lot of boy problems.
Lea beautiful women . Brown hair, brown eyes ,very sexy ,smart ,boys go loco for her ,conservative at times.
Yanira well lets just say she is one of a kind ,very bright, beautiful , enthusiastic , but what I love about her is the way she sees life . She's the youngest .
Now enough about them *smirk*
STORY BEGINS .
It's Monday afternoon and its raining hard . I can feel the drops falling and hitting the ground . Here I am , like an idiot, waiting for Annie.
Annie is a friend of mine . She's been asking me to meet her at the park about 1hr ago and me being a good friend said "yes" and she is an hour late .. I see her crossing the street. She is wearing her blue dress and she looks good.. "Mari !" she yells out. "Hello Annie , how are you doing ?"
" I'm good , been busy with kids, but how are you ? " she asked me . "Ohhh, I been good , busy and all, since I just got the house." Then she look at me I said " What ? "
She asked me " You want to smoke a j ? " "Sure. " I answer .
We started walking to her place . I took a seat and looked out the window , I can see Annie's boyfriend , Jay , outside with the kids at her mom's backyard. I yelled out to Annie " So ray is watching the kids right now ?"
From the back of the house I hear " Yeah, he is. " she said . Five minutes later , she asked me to go to the back. I went to the back and there she was rolling a j and smoking one. She handed it to me, I took a puff and it keep going back and forth then she put it out .
" I want to ask you something ." I said . "Ask away . " She said .
" Why is your hair blonde ? aha! "
"girl you are high?
Ohh and I was high ! I felt like I was flowing and could not feel my feet for some reason *chuckles* . " Annie... " I said " ... You ever think about the future and how you can make it better ? " Sitting on her bed , looking at me, I can see tears wanting to come out of her eyes and she is trying to hold it in. I sat up and said "Whats wrong ? Annie tell me ! " That's when Annie told me that her boyfriend cheated on her with Mona , that's her babysitter. Poor thing she has been threw so much over this past 3 years.
I said annie you have to let him go you deserve better and in the end he did you a favor by showing you he dont deserve you . I hope annie thinks throw what I said about ray she is a sweet women with so much to live for.
annie called me and ask if I wantwd to go to a strip clubs I said hell ya tonight its on
I went to my room webt throw all my clothes and found the perfect dress and perfect shoes to go with it . hoped in the shower 15 min later out of shower got ready 9pm and I was pumped up had a few drinks at home now waiting for annie to come out so we can leave.
off the club we go whoooop
YOU ARE READING
my baby boy
Non-Fictionsince I was 25 yrs old I wanted to be a mother and I was being told it was going to be difficult because iam not just a regular female iam a women with so many health problems.
