2 months later...

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I can feel your hands around me as I slowly drift off into the land of dreams, where I cam pretend your next to me, breathing the same air as me. It's not the same without you here, even though I only met you for a day. I feel like I'm missing a part of me; a strong part of me that can never be replaced. And can only be filled by you. Without you here my life is pointless. I see a space in the world with you gone.

And that's what I dream about, you in my life again. Having a life with joy. A meaning to wake up.

But it's all my fault. I told you to get in the car. I drove it into a tree. And I killed you. the only person I ever loved and I killed you!

But still I drift to sleep with a song in my head and hands around my waist Thinking, wishing, believing your still in front of me telling me not to get into the car. Telling me that this would be reality if I do.

But in my dreams I still get into the car and I drive into the tree. In my dreams I never know if your dead but when I wake up, a tear runs down my face becuase you are. and it's all because of me.

I am forced to play life like your not gone, like your still here. Like that night never happened...

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