So I like this this guy. I've liked him for a while now. But he's not who I thought he was. He was this nice , good type of guy. Shy. I liked it. But that's just the guy we see. I got closer to him. And I saw the real him. There are benefits to the real him. And then there isn't... I fell in love with the good things. And I liked him for so long. I can't just their it away. I don't want to love him. But he can be a backstabber. he's got some stuff on me, so put that all together. He will make my life a living hell . And I can't stop loving him. So I don't stop. But now that you know that, let's get to my story.