chan got teary eyed and flowers came out of his mouth. this time they were anemone flowers. the flower meant fading hope or having to be forsaken.
"hyung! please get the surgery." jeongin yelled.
after chan had stopped, he had asked if he could help clean up the flowers from the floor. jeongin nodded.
"no." chan said.
"i can't get the surgery. i love him...so much." chan sobbed and jeongin hugged him.
"it's okay hyung."
two weeks later, jeongin was going to get "checked and schedule his appointment". "i'll go with him...alone" chan suggested and everyone nodded.
they went to the doctor and chan got checked. "will i be okay?" chan asked.
"you're getting worse and worse. you should get the surgery." the doctor suggested and chan frowned. "no thank you."
"hyung, you have to. what about the members? what abo-"
"no." chan interrupted jeongin and firmly said. "i'll live for a little bit longer, right?" chan asked the doctor.
"yes, but just a few months. one at tops."
chan nodded and thanked him. they left the hospital and chan cheered "let's make the most out of my month!"
jeongin frowned.
when they got to the dorm, everyone was asking if jeongin was alright.
chan looked at jeongin and jeongin kept saying he was fine and was going to get the surgery. everyone cheered.
a week later, it was a "normal day" for chan. the usual flower petals here and there. he noticed how changbin and felix weren't as close. instead they were a bit distant.
chan had saw this as a opportunity but decided not to. he had also decided to tell everyone the truth.
he gathered everyone saying it was important news and that they should gather quickly. he was preparing on what to say.
everyone was listening closely. "ok..." chan took a deep breath. "so i wanted to come clean and say i have the hanahaki disease and i wanted to also say i am not getting the surgery. i've decided to live without the surgery. i only have five weeks to live so let's make the most out this!"
chan cheered and everyone was shocked and jeongin started to quietly sob. chan smiled bitterly.
"hyung! who is it?" felix asked, starting to get teary eyed. "it- it doesn't matter." chan said. "please tell us. maybe they lo-" felix was interrupted.
"you don't love me." chan mumbled. "hyung? it's- it's me?" felix asked, starting to cry.
"yes, it is." chan said and started to hug felix. "isn't love amazing?" chan chuckled.
felix started to burst into tears and everyone watched with their teary eyes.
"hyung, you won't die!" jeongin yelled. "hmm?" chan said, still clinging onto felix.
"It's not unrequited anymore!" jeongin smiled. chan felt like he could breathe again. chan smiled. "felix, do you love me?" chan yelled excitedly like a kid on christmas morning. felix smiled and nodded. "i love you so much!" felix said and hugged chan so tightly. chan started to cry. felix looked at chan straight in the eye and gave him kiss. "hyung, you should've known."
