Another Frazel Love Story

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Dear Readers,

        I have had probably the worst day of my life. Well, on of the worst. For starters, my grandmother died today.

        See, she's been sick for basically all of her life. It all started when she was 4. She got leukemia. She survived, but since then the hospital has been like a second home for her. She only had half of her stomach, no pancreas, spline or gallbladder. She had had so many surgeries. She also had diabetes.

        Well, a few months ago, maybe back in March, she went back into the hospital. She had open heart surgery. She wasn't responsive for a week afterward. She went home after she was. Then she went back in for falling down the stairs I think. Then got out again. Then about a month ago I think, something happened. The doctors thought it was a stroke, but she had no signs of one. Then they thought maybe something was going on in her brain. Again, nothing. She just wasn't getting better. 

        She had to go through dialysis for a long time. It's where they hook you up to a machine that takes your blood out, cleans it, then puts it back inside you. Well, I guess on Saturday night, my family had a meeting with the doctors. They decided that tonight actually, they we're going to shut off her ventilator. The machine that helps her breathe. And they were gonna give her lots of pain medicine so she would die peacefully. So as you may have guessed, I was in a bad mood pretty much all day. I knew she was going to die today. And I wasn't allowed to be with her. My mom didn't want me there.

        But I guess sometime after 3 o'clock, she just....passed on her own. Her poor little body just finally gave up. She only weighed maybe 110 lbs. That's the biggest she's been since I was born.

        She was my hero in a sense. She had actually done a few cool things in her life. She was a cosmetologist for celebrities. The most famous she meet was Audrey Hepburn. She visited the Caribbeans last Christmas.

        So I would appreciate prayers for me and my family.

        Also, my dad's bank account was broken into maybe an hour ago.

        I'm just not having a good summer. I haven't had one for awhile. I would tell you what happened last summer, but it's kinda personal. I've only told my closest friends.

        Thanks for reading this and if you are praying for me, thanks. It means a lot. I wanted to update today, but I am really not in the mood. I will try and update maybe on Wednesday, but I cannot promise it.

        My granmother's name was Sharon Lynn Carson. In case any of you were wondering. Apparently, I am inheriting all of her jewelry. We loved our jewelry. She gave me most of the stuff I have. I will miss her.

-Cass