Spots {On Hold}

Chapter IV

I stood in front of the microphone nervous as hell. We were in Elijah's studio at home. He is the best DJ I know, and he really knows what he's doing. After he made a beat he convinced me to record one of the songs I wrote. I have been writing for three years now. Elijah was the only one who knew about it. I guess I was never comfortable about sharing a piece of my life with people , that's why I just keep them to myself, but today is different. Whenever me and elijah would go to his studio I would just sit and observe the people step to that mic and its like they go to a whole other world. Elijah convinced me that its my turn to visit that world. I decided to record my song Castles. I'm hoping that elijah wont put two and two together with my lyrics, in the frist part at least.

Alright 3, 2, 1 said Elijaih , Then he gave me the signal that the song started. (Song in the MM)

Wish I was prettier a little for ya

Maybe I'll understand when I get older

I just don't get it yet

I'm not finished yet

Feel like maturity is overrated

None of my panties match my momma hates it

I'm not into that

She just dont get it yet

Whooo could I be?

Passions clearer for me, me, me, me, me

Tell me if it's easier for ya

Tell me if it's easier for YOU

Tell me if it's easier for ya

Tell me it gets easier for me

Shattered a thousand times before you found me

Kickin the pieces I bet I'll never amount to

Anything, I just don't get it yet

Not meant to get it yet

Boxes and paradigms I move around it

Spaces inside your mind I'm safe and sound where

I can breath, I feel, I can breath

Don't leave me yet !

Whoooo could I be

Visions clearer for me, me, me, me, me

Tell me if it's easier for you ....3x

Tell me it gets easier for me

Sandcastles and all that shit that I like

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"Damn Meg, that was dope." Lijah said shaking his head smiling at me.

It felt so good singing that song, I was in my zone. I loved it.

"Im already knowing Lijaih, but thanks." I said hugging him, but this time it felt diffrent in a good way though.

"I'm serious man you got a special talent nobody has ever seen before Megan, I mean can't you see it? We can make it big together. Just imagine, us making music, doing videos, you performing all over the globe. All the Money!"

"I don't know elijah I mean I don't know if I'm ready for something like that now, this was just for fun. I mean I'm still trying to find myself." I said