The Scars (Erwin x Reader smut)

  WARNING: SMUT

I was on my way to Erwin's office. I was told by Captain Levi to check on his because they just came back from a mission that was a success but he lost some people through the battle. It hurts to see Erwin hurting. I like Erwin, I could never tell him though, a cadet and a captain is inappropriate. I came up to his office door and knocked "Captain Smith? It's cadet (Y/n). Permission to come in??" There was no answer. "Cap. Smith? I'm coming in!" I grabbed the door handle and opened it slowly. He wasn't there, he wasn't at his desk. I knew there was a bedroom in Erwin's office so he must've went to rest for a little bit. I went to leave when I heard a crash in the bedroom. "Sir?!" I run to the bedroom and open the door. Erwin was on the floor covered in a thin blanket he was getting back up. He must have fallen from the bed. "Cap. Smith!" He goes to sit up and the blanket falls from his torso and he slowly turns to look at me. He had this sad look on his face. He was shirtless. I scanned his body and he was covered in scars.

There were a lot of them. "What is it Cadet?" He said his voice was gruff and slurred because he had woken up. He grabs his nightstand, struggling to get up. Was he drinking? Erwin stood up all the way. He might have, he stumbles to the floor again. I rushed towards him after seeing this, "Sir, are you alright?" I helped support him. "I'm fine." He grumbled and sat back down on the bed. I stood by him and stared at his scars on his torso. "Quit staring." I turned away quickly. "Sorry, sir." He was bruised from the 3Dmg straps. I blushed a little bit. "Before I go sir, do you need anything?" I grabbed the pitcher of water that was on the nightstand and poured some for Erwin. I slowly turned around and didn't look at the captain handing him the water. He slowly takes it and brushes against my fingers. He takes a sip. "Right. I should be going now, sir. Let me know if you need me." I start to walk to the door. I felt a tug on the back of my cadet jacket. I turned around and Erwin was holding on to me. "Stay.." He said to me. "sir?" "Please stay a while. I don't want to be alone right now." He didn't look at me while he said it. "Yes, sir." I went and stood in front of him.

"I can't...." He started to say. I looked at him and waited for him to say more, "I can't stop thinking about the mission. The cadets..." Without thinking I raised my arms and wrapped them around his neck. He leaned forward and had his head against my chest. "Erwin, I'm so sorry." I started to stroke his hair. He drops his empty cup and wraps his arms around my waist. He held me tight. I ran my hands down his back a little bit and felt his scars on his back, I pulled back and looked at the scars on his chest. I took my fingers and traced them.

Erwin sat there and watched me. Suddenly realizing what the hell I was doing I quickly pulled away and stepped back. "I'm- I'm so sorry sir. I didn't know what I was thinking." I was blushing so hard I hid my face with my arm. Erwin had a slight tint of pink on his cheeks. "(Y/n). Come back." He reached out to me. He got a hold of my jacket and pulled me on the the bed. When I moved my arm away he was sitting criss-cross on the bed and I was in his lap, straddling him. "(Y/n). Touch me more." He took my hand and set it on his chest. I could feel his heart beating fast and mine did the same. He rested his hand on my hips. "Captain, this isn't-" "(Y/n), please. Comfort me." He kissed my fingers. It felt like my heart was in my throat, and I started to trace his scars with my fingers again.

He still had a pink tint on his cheek. "Erwin.." I felt all along his chest with both my hands now. He blushed, "My name." He looked up at me. "Say my name again." "Erwin." I did as he asked. He wrapped his arms around me to get me closer to him. "Erwin. I can't help but have these feelings for you." My confession just suddenly came out. I wasn't planning on that but the moment seemed right. His lips were getting closer to mine. "Erwin. I want to be by your side, all the time. I never want to leave you." I slowly leaned down and kissed him slowly. I ran my hands up his chest and neck on to his cheeks. His face grew hotter, he must have been blushing more. We pulled away and our breath was hot. His hands traveled up my back and gripped on to my jacket. He pushed me forward closer to him and kissed me again but it was more heated than the first one. "(Y/n)." He said my name in between taking breaths.

He slowly started to take my jacket off. There was a sudden knock at the door. I snapped back to reality and I look towards the door. "E-" I was cut off by Erwin's hand over my mouth. "Erwin." Levi was on the other side of the door. Erwin kept me quiet, Levi knocked again. "Erwin are you in there? I sent Cadet (Y/n) to check on you and she didn't come back." Erwin kissed my neck and it sent shivers all over my body. I grabbed his hand that was over my mouth and he kissed me again. "tch. What a pain. He must have gone home already." You heard his footsteps fading away. Erwin slowly moved his hand away from my mouth and I was panting. "E-Erwin," I whispered his name. His hands traveled to the button on my shirt and started to undo them.

He opened up my shirt and kissed my chest. I bit my lip to hold back the moans. Erwin lifted up my bra and kissed in between my breasts. I put my hand over my mouth and muffled a moan. He pushed me down slowly onto his bed. He loomed over me in between my legs, he just stared at my chest. I blushed hard and coved my chest with my arms quickly. "Don't do that." He grabs my arms and tries to pull them off. "Its embarrassing." I kept my arms close and turned onto the side. "But," he paused "I want to see your beautiful body. The one I've always wanted to caress and hold." I slowly look over to Erwin, he had soft eyes. They seemed foggy. "I've always had eyes for you, (Y/n). You confessing to me made me realize just how much." I laid back down on my back and raised my arms over my head.

He ran his hand on the side of my body. He leaned down and kissed my chest again. I let out a quiet moan and that seemed to turn Erwin on more. His body pressed more against mine. He kissed down to my breasts and he took one bud into his mouth and started sucking on it. I arched my back and moaned. He pulled away. "More," He said. I looked up at him slightly confused. "More. Moan more." He groped my breasts. "ah..." I breathed out a moan. "Don't you hold back." He said as he started to get rougher with me. I let my moans go. Not knowing how loud they were. He started to suck on them again, giving them both attention. I ran my hands into his hair, "Erwin.." I moaned out his name. He started to kiss down my stomach and he held onto my hips.

His lips left my stomach and went to my neck. I moaned more but this time it was in his ear and he gripped on to me tighter. This turned him on even more. He reached with one hand and started to undo my belt and pants. It took me by surprise and I pulled away from the kiss, "ah. Erwin. I-" He grabbed my chin and made me kiss him again. His hand slipped into my pants and started to rub my sensitive spot. I grabbed his arm and pulled away to breath out a moan. Erwin continued to kiss my neck and he put in two fingers inside me. "Erwin." I was shaking, "Ah. Erwin, that..." he started pumping his fingers back and forth and I threw my head back. "Erwin. If you keep doing that I'm gonna.... ahh!" I came on his hand. I panted and my body was trembling. He pulled his fingers out and licked them.

Erwin slid my pants off and the rest of my clothes, leaving me completely exposed. Erwin removed his pants and boxers to reveal his hard member. I felt weak. Erwin got over top of me and rubbed his member against my wet spot. I moaned and shivered under him. I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck, "Please be gentle with me. This- this is my first." He smiled at me "That makes me happy that I'm going to be your first." He smiled. He grabbed my hips and lifted them up a bit. He positioned himself and slowly entered inside me. He moaned quietly and gipped my hips tightly as he entered. I moaned, he was big and he filled me all the way. It hurt at first but then the pain went away and it felt good to have him inside me. Erwin laid his torso on mine, "Are you alright?" he asked. I nodded my head. He sat back up and looked at me, "I'm going to start moving." I nod my head again. He slowly starts to pull out and go back in. I moaned out as he kept moving his hips back and forth against mine. I looked up at his face it was red from blushing.

"(Y/n), I cant hold back any longer. I want more." He grabbed my hips again and started to move faster. "Ahhh.." I moaned more. He made me want more. I wanted all of Erwin. I wanted him, more. I sat up and got into his lap wrapping my arms around his neck. "Erwin~," I mewled his name "More. I want you more. Don't hold back. I want everything you have, Erwin." He grabbed my ass and pulled me up and slammed me back down on his hard member. I let out a loud moan. Hoping no one was around to hear us. I couldn't keep my moans in anymore and neither could Erwin. He had his face buried in my chest and was moaning. He felt so good inside me. We breathed hard out of breath but that didn't slow Erwin down. I felt a knot forming, "E-Eriwn~, I'm getting closer." I ran my hands through his military cut hair. He laid me on my back again. "(Y/n), you feel so good. Your body is amazing." He slammed into my hips hard making me arch my back in pleasure and pain. He kept going at a hard and fast pace. The knot was getting tighter, "Erwin. Im-" I was cut off by his lips. "Me too." He breathed out.

He slammed into me more. The knot was gone and I was reached my high. "Erwin, Im cumming!! AAhhhh!" I was trembling under him. He pulled out and came on my stomach. He panted and collapsed next to me. I felt so weak but I had to get up and clean off. I slowly sit up and slide off the bed, then Erwin grabbed me. "Where are you going?" He asked. "I need to clean up." He gave a pout look. I point to my stomach "You kinda left a mess on me." He clicked his tongue and let go. I went to the bathroom and washed it off. I walked back into the room. Erwin was sitting up and he had is underwear back on. I collected my underwear and put it on. Erwin pulled me in front of him and held me against him. I chuckled to myself. "Sir, I have to go back to my duties." He shook his head. "I'll just tell Levi that I need you for the rest of the day." I shook my head and smiled. "I don't know if I can do that" I said as I played with his hair.

Erwin looked up at me and pouted. Then the bedroom door opened and Levi was standing there holding the handle. I acted quickly and grabbed the thin blanket on the bed wrapping myself up in it. "Ah. That makes sense." Levi said walking in to the room with some papers. "Levi, I'm going to borrow Cadet (Y/n) for a while. Find someone else to do her duties and shifts." Levi handed Erwin the papers, "Yeah, yeah." He glared at me and Erwin. "I told you to check on him not fuck him." I turned bright red. "I- I didn't - I mean.." Erwin raised his hands. "Relax, Levi. She's of age." "Yes, but she is a Cadet. They will punish her or you if the higher ups found out about this." Erwin gave a small smirk "Well they wont find out then will they?" Levi just sighed at Erwin, "Fine." Levi walked out of the room. Erwin just turned to me and smiled. I haven't seen him smile like that. I was still red in the face from that moment and he laughed at me.



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