Ok Lauren u can do this... It's just the first day of 11nth grade what could go wrong?
Everything...
Oh shut up voice I really can't deal with u this morning.
I continue fighting with my head as I wait at the bus stop... You're probably wondering y I'm not driving, well my birthday is on the 24th and it's only the 8th of August...
"Hey Lauren!" A voice yells from behind me and I turn to see that it's my best friend, Kat,
"Hey Kat, excited for the new school year to officially start?" I ask playfully nudgeing her with my arm,
"Ugh not at all." She says trying to rub the sleep from her eyes, we continue to talk as more and more kids gather at the bus stop, finally after waiting forever the bus comes, we all get in and Kat sits by me, mostly so we can share music but also because if she didn't sit by me my no good of an ex boyfriend would...
1 hour later...
Finally at school, I've missed everyone so much! Of course I look quite different from last year, I shaved some hair off the back of my head along with the side and cut it all short, mostly just getting into my emo roots, anyways that's not the only thing that changed my breasts finally filled out to match my already big ass and I loss some weight over summer... Let's just say I'm glad we don't have school uniforms because none of it would fit me anymore... I walk into the cafeteria where I always chill before school officially starts...
First period was boring science of course, it was now time for second period though and I got Mrs. Black... Math... Ugh I fucking hate math, I walk in to see the Kat as already found a seat across from the beautiful girl with long brown hair that goes to her elbows, beautiful brown eyes, perfect figure, (at least from what I could tell, it was hard because she was warring a hoodie) and all together beautiful, but I couldn't flirt or anything because... I'm scared to admit that... I'm bi, I fear of being treated differently by many... Even though most of my friends are gay, what would my dad think? He'd probably kick me out, oh no they're both starring at me as I sit down as if they expect me to say something oh umm come on body say something!
"H-hi." I stutter out with a awkward wave, damn my awkward self, inter. Face. Palm!
"Hi, I'm Sofia." Come on say something cool!
"I-I'm L-Lauren." GOD DAMN IT!
"So umm Lauren, Sofia here is new to here and she'd like someone to show her around, I'm busy so I was wondering if u could do it." Kat says and winks at me knowingly, damn it! She's always suspected I was gay, I do act pretty gay but everyone now a days doesn't notice,
"Y-yea sure, I-I'll be happy to." I say with a kind smile and she smiles back with her heart melting smile... This... Is... Gonna... Be... One... Hell... Of... Year...
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My Story...
RomanceNot actually my life story just a story about a Bi girl in a hard world... There is some cursing. And some abuse.