Asking Alexandria the love triangle (James cassells and Ronnie Radke story)

loves the most confusing thing ever

"Ronnie i'm staying here" i said down the phone, " fine, i hope hes ok babe" Ronnie replied, "of course hes not Ronnie hes in hospital" i said hanging up just as a tear rolled down my cheek, i walked back in to the room where James lay, the tubes were still making my stomoch churn, i sat in my seat next to James bed, Ben had fallen asleep on another chair in the corner. i took james hand that wasnt full of tubes, "James you are going to make it ok, you will be missed way to much if you leave me, dont worry though when you are back on warped i'm going to beat the crap out of Ben but don't let him know, i love you James so much, you have been there for me no matter what, and i'm gunna be here untill you wake up"  i whispered, the tears started again, there was suddenly i weak squeeze on my hand, i looked at James but there was still no sign of life, but there was another light squeeze, "James can you hear me, if you can squeeze my hand" i waited for a few more minutes when there was a squeeze, "ben wake up"  i said throwing my backpack at him, "huh what, why did you wake me" he said half  asleep, "James can hear me, he squeezes your hand in reply to questions" i said with a smile on my face as well as tears falling down my cheek. "im gunna ring the guys, and Alison i'm sorry i let this happen" ben said giving me a hug, "its ok i guess" i said as he left the room, "James im so happy you can hear me, well i think you can and i want you to know, i love you so much and id be so lost with out you, you have helped me with so much, so no leaving me please, the day i met you i became more happy, your just the most perfect guy ever" a tear escaped, just as lips found mine.

Ronnies pov

i walked back and fourth for hours, not knowing what to do, i blamed myself of course i should have made james stay with us for a bit, i stopped and looked out the window just as Danny appeared and nocked on the bus door, "Danny come in" i shouted, "hey dude, James is responding to questions now though hes not talking" Danny said really happy, "oh really well we can all go down if you like" i asked, "yeah man" danny replied, as the rest of asking and my band appeared, "Bus driver move this fucking bus and get us to the hospital" Danny shouted. We soon arrived at the hospital, i rushed off to James room because i missed Alison, when i got to the room i could hear voices inside, "i would never leave you Ali, you know that, you mean so much to me and are the reason i fought to survive" i heard James say, "really, i love you James you know that" Alison replied, there was suddenly silence, and my heart dropped as my head started playing images of what could be happening, when i finally found the courage to open the door, i found Alison hugging James, she turned around and saw me, he make up was smudged so i knew she had been crying, she got up from the bed and walked up to me, "Ronnie, im gunna need some time, i'll talk to you later ok" she said then left, i couldnt look at James so i left to go for a think. 

i managed to find a park which is always a great place to think, the sky was grey and the grass was brown, i found a bench and sat down, just as a rain drop fell and landed on my hand, thats when my tears started to fall, i was losing all i had fought for, i was also breaking my promise to Sam.......

Flashback to prison

"Ronnie, you best look after her, make sure shes always happy, iv failed to make that happen but i know you, and i know that you will make her happy, if not with love, with friendship, your an amazing guy" Sam said, when we were eatting lunch, "i will dude, you make her sound amazing so i'm sure she is, i promise il make sure shes always happy"

end of flash back

The rain had become heavy now, but i still didn't feel like moving, the rain hid the tears that were still flooding from my eyes, id never felt so sick in my entire life, and as i said in i'm not a vampire, i used to feel like a lady that was pregnant with a baby because i was always throwing up, my phone suddenly started buzzing in my pocket, i looked at the caller id, it was Alison, my heart was now in my mouth i was scared of what was going to be said, i clicked answer, "hey" i said, "Ronnie where are you and why are you crying" she said, "i'm not crying and i'm in some park" i replied, "you are crying i can see your red puffy eyes from here" she said, i looked up and Alison was walking towards me, i hung up and walked over to her,  she threw her arms around my neck and i hugged her back, it was the best hug ever, as i now knew i wasnt losing her, we stayed like this for what seem like forever, the rain still falling from the sky but we didnt care, i had her and she best know shes got me no matter what. "tour ends tomorrow" she randomly said nuzzerling into my chest, "i know then we can go home, and you can meet my brother" i replied. she stepped  back breaking the hug, held out her hand, which i took then we started walking back to the hospital. 

Alisons pov,

i walked to a little empty coffee shop, bought a hot chocolate and sat by the window, i watched as the rain drops rolled down the window, i sipped my hot chocolate and decided it was now i made the decision, Ronnie or James, i thought of both of their good and bad points, but no matter what when i thought of Ronnie my heart felt full, so i knew he was for me and that i loved him. i drank my hot chocolate and walked to a park, as thinking in the rain is the best. i walked round the park for a bit when i spotted Ronnie, i dont know how but i knew he had been crying so i rang him, "hey" he said, "Ronnie where are you and why are you crying" i questioned, "i'm not crying and i'm in some park" he replied, "you are crying i can see your red puffy eyes from here" i laughed, he looked up and walked over to me, i hugged him as tight as i could, time flew by but i knew this is where i want to be. 

Before long we were walking back to the hospital hand in hand, "We are ready to go now" Danny said walking over to us, we all got back on the bus and headed back to the last warped show. i sat on Ronnie for the whole journey . James wasn't allowed to perform today as he was still in hospital, so i was being made to play, i was sitting on my bunk now, using my bunk as a drum kit, i had my lucky drum sticks that well nobody knew i had except James. "Alison they want you on stage" Ronnie shouted on the bus, i picked up my playing drumsticks which were also kept hidden, i put my lucky drum sticks in my knee high converse. i looked in the mirror i looked ok so it was now time to go on stage. i was first on stage, it felt odd being behind James drum kit,  i started playing the beat for reckless and relentless, Ben was next on stage, followed by sam, then cameran and of course last but not least Danny.