Mental break downs?

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Kaycees POV.

I decided it would be good for me to do the fall in line choreo I did with jojo Gomez for the emotional dance.

As I was about to put the song on Julian looked at the song and stoped my hand. "Kaycee... are you sure?" He whispers to me and I nod. "I have to get over it someday" I reply and he nods.

While I was doing the dance, Memories started coming back to me.

"C'mon Kylie! Listen to me!"

"No dad please don't!"

"Ok fine. I'll go to kaycee."

"No! No fine. Do it to me.."

"I knew you were gonna say that baby"

I was on the floor crying when seeing what my dad was doing to my sister. Why did my mom marry this guy. What's wrong with him?!

By the end of the dance I was crying. I ran out of the room and left. I found myself in another dance room on the floor sobbing. Why. Why my family?

Sean's POV.

Kaycee was doing her dance and she was incredible. She was so full out and so In emotion it's like she's been in this situation before.

I see some tears come out of her eyes during the performance. I was dying inside. I just wanted to run to her and hug her, but it's all part of the performance.. right?

When she was done. She was full out crying. We all froze not knowing what to do. She got up and ran out the room. I got up and I was about to go to chase her but someone stoped me.

"Julian get your hands off me!" I shout and he shakes his head. "Bro, leave her. She has to figure this out on her own. You can't help her unless you know.." he says and I give him a questioning but evil death glare.

"What do you mean? If you know go talk to her!" I shout and he hesitates. "I can't bro. I've tried but-." Before he could finish I ripped his arm off me and ran to find kaycee.

I went around the hallway and found her in an empty dance room crying by herself on the floor.

"Why me? Why her? Why us?" She said mumbling to herself. I ran up to her and sat next to her. "Kaycee are you ok?" I ask her and she doesn't acknowledge that I'm there. "Kaycee, talk to me." I say and she shakes her head. (Omg, you don't know how many times I had to keep rewriting "talk" cuz it kept autocorrecting to "y'all". I'm seriously annoyed with life. Anyways)

Her hand was on the floor next to me so I slowly put my hands on her and squeeze it. She doesn't squeeze back which hurts me so much. I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled her hand over and her body on me so that she was basically sitting on my lap. She gasped at my sudden action. I didn't care. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into a hug.

She immediately hugs back and I feel her tears fall onto my neck. We stay in that position for a couple minutes until I hear her calm down. "Kaycee, what's wrong?" I ask her while pulling away from the hug and cupping my hands on her cheeks.

"The song. The meaning. The story. Hit right at home for me." Was all she could get out as she started tearing up again. It felt like someone just dropped a bomb on me when she said "hit right at home".

"Kaycee, dont say that you-." But she cut me off by shaking her head. "Was about to. But my sister wasn't so lucky" she said looking down. "Omg kaycee..." I say tearing up myself.

"I'm sorry. I basically only just met you today and I'm telling my whole life to you and now I'm rambling so I don't have to time to be embarrassed in front of you which is worse cuz now I'm telling to this still rambling which is more embar-." Then he cuts me off by kissing my forehead. (Gotcha there guys ahah)

He pulls away and looks at me. "I'm happy, like really happy that you trust me." He says and I smile and hug him. "You wanna go back?" He asks and I think and look at him. "Can we stay for a minute to think then go back?" I ask him and he nods.

I lay my head back on his chest still sitting on his lap while his arms wrap around my waist. I smile to myself and think.

Am I already falling for him?

"Huh? You said something?" Sean asks and and I suddenly put my hands on my mouth pulling away quickly. "D- did you Uh h-ear t-that?" I ask him and he shakes his head. I sigh in relief and lay my head back in his chest with his arms sneaking around my waist again asking if I was ok. I answer with a simple yea and smile.

After a couple minutes I pull away and look at him. He looks at me and I nod. I get off his lap and he gets up. He takes my hand which makes me blush. This guy really likes holding hands. I say to myself and smile.

We walk back to the room and see them trying to dance but they all look awkward. They all spot me and smile once they see me and the awkward tension disappears. I'm glad that Tricia didn't talk about it she just went straight to the dance.

We started learning the dance and then the bell rung. "Ok guys! Rehearsal is everyday after school except for today! The auditions are in 2 weeks! You guys can't tell anyone!" Tricia shouts and we nod.

We head to the cafeteria and I see Tati, tahani, bailey and Chloe on a little table near the back. The boys and I sit at a big table near the middle and they started talking. "Guys can I ask the girls to come?" I ask them and I've never seen some of their faces so happy before. I giggle and stand up walking to their tables.

"C'mon girls! Oh hey Chloe!" I say hugging her and she hugs back. "You know her?" Tati asks me and I nod my head. "I know her from Julian" I say simply and shrug.

"Ok girls, hurry up and come and sit at our table!" I tell them and they all immediately widen their eyes. "Um.. I don't think that's a good idea. They probably think we're the weirdest peo-." Bailey starts but I cut her off. "I've never seen any of them so happy today until I asked them!" I say dragging bailey to the table with the rest of the girls following.

"Ok well. Here they are boissss. I would introduce you guys but the boys basically know everything about you." I say simply sitting down then remember what I just said and slapped my hand on my mouth as a revive death glares from the boys, confused looks from the girls and a very giggly and laughing Sean.

We all sit down and start talking. I found out that everyone here dances and that's so good. Then I look at everyone and smile. I turn my head to Sean because he is right next to me and I whisper into his ear. "Tbh I really want everyone on this table right now to be on the dance crew." I say and he smiles and agrees with me. We laugh to ourselves earning weird glances from everyone else. We turn our heads back to each other and burst out laughing again. " I don't even know how that was funny" I say to him still laughing. "I don't even know either!" He shouts a bit and we keep laughing

Despite the fact that I met nearly all of these people today, I can already feel like I can trust them.

Yayyyy this was so sad but cute. Do you guys like this story? I feel like no one likes it...

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