I feel like a
Lost wanderer
In a new
Place.
Loving the
Feeling but
Also dreading it.
I feel
Wild and Free.
But also lonely in
This big world.
Keeping my knife
In my pocket,
Feeling calm
Yet scared.
Scared that
I left my knife
At home
Yet happy
Im not endangering
Anyone i
Love.
Pointing the edge
Of my knife
On the tip of my finger.
Feeling like a secured queen yet
Like a criminal who
Could kill for those
She loves.
Having that
Stabbing feeling.
As if someone of
Her heart
Is hurt,
Is in danger.
Feeling the need
To help,
To save.
Yet feeling
Unsuccessful
In her task.
That strange feeling
Penetrating her
Mind and
Heart,
Making her feel
Insecure.
Scarying her.
Making her feel like she is about
To jump from a
Cliff
To save her dear one.
The one she stays far from yet
Feels the need to
Be near that one
Who has made a
Place in her heart
Without a knowledge of his
Deeds.
That desperate feeling
Of wanting to be
Near but
Afraid something
Might happen.
Saving
The one from
Getting hurt
From her own
Knife.
Sent on the
Edge of fear.
The one
Who shows herself
Fearless.
Is the one
Who is
Dying within
With her fear.
The fear that
Cannot be shown to
Others.
The fear that might
Destroy herself alone
Or pull along others
To fear that
Mighty one who
Craves others to
Show emotions
Everyone hates.
On the edge
Of accepting
Defeat.
But fighting
For
The right
Of her
Life.
Never accepting
Defeat when truth
Is still alive.
Even on the edge of death.
Truth wins.
YOU ARE READING
~¤In the Depths of Darkness¤~
PoesíaHey everyone. Not the best description for this book just a brief note. This book will involve some logs i wrote in my diary during some dark moments of my life which i wanted to share. Though its not the best i don't want to keep it to myself. They...
