You played with my mind! you said things that sound good, you recited words you've heard in love stories. you've whispered so many lies I can still hear them, I still believe them. I can't get you out my head
but that's ok...
You brung warmth to me, you showed me unknown love. You made me smile from the inside. You made me happy to belong to you. Then you hurt my heart even though you knew how much it loved yours but that's ok...
You yearned for my body and I returned the favor to yours. You kissed away my fears my doubts giving extra attention to my insecurities. You gave my body life and then you left without even a hug goodbye but that's ok...
You can stay in my mind and wreck my brain! You can hurt my heart you can make me cry! You can make my body wish I could hold you! You can make me miss the love and I would be ok...
It was ok.. And I was ok. It wasn't until I could hear it. And I tried to ignore it. It wasn't until it got louder that I stopped to listen. It wasn't until I could hear what I thought was the sound of my heart literally breaking. It wasn't until the unforgettable pain struck me that I realized. My heart had been broken it was now your treachery penetrating its way through my soul.I was fine with you lying to me, using me, making me want you but it was only when you made me need you that I realized you took it to far. You made me love you entirely. You made me love your soul. You made my soul reconize your soul. You were Namaste'. You tried to leave me my pride but some how took me in the mist of you rearranging your closet. My sanity is my own and you tried to pick it up on your way out.
How am I supposed to be ok...
How do you live with a broken soul? You don't. you just go with the motions, mimic what you see people do while you tried to fill the void of being empty. What hurts the most is you took what belonged to me.. Love. You didn't even try to return it.. You showed no humanity.. You didn't even look back.. You didn't even say sorry!
That's not ok..♡
