Living With A Vampire | p.j [r18]

Chapter 29

Loosing my virginity was one of the most amazing things that I've ever experienced. But also a bit scary knowing that I did. Did i loose it with the one i truly love? Did i make the right choice?

I sighed in frustration as i thought about all these dumb things. Of course i made the right choice. Park Jimin is who i truly love and will always want in my life. I want no one but him. It's like i need him in my life more than anyone else.

"Are you truly certain that's who you want to spend the rest of your life with?"

I gasped as my eyes widened. I glanced behind me. No one was there.

Who said that? And where did they go?

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I walked down the long staircase, I couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching me at all times. Was it Jimin trying to play a stupid prank on me? If so...why? And why would he say that? Doesn't he love me? Isn't that why he kidnapped me in the first place? He wanted to show me a new world beyond the one I know. He wanted to show me how truly he cares about me. Of course he wouldn't. All the hard work he went through to actually make me fall in love with him. He wouldn't throw it all away so easily.

"Or would he?'

I quickly glance behind me with wide furies eyes. "Who's there!? and what do you want!?"

No answer. Only complete and udder silence remained throughout the mansion.

My eyes narrows as i huffed from frustration. This clearly wasn't funny anymore. I wasn't in the mood for fun and games.

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3 days and 3 nights without Jimin. It was going to be tough on me. I'm so used to having him around me that not having his presence here for 3 days is going to be quit strange. I sigh again as I close my eyes. The dark bedroom swallows me within it's dark walls. Walls that have secrets, and yet pain is present within them.

It must be the story of Jimin. That I still yet have to find out about.

"Clearly you do little girl."

I grit my teeth as i hear that voice once again. Why won't it just leave me alone???

"What a tragedy that would be."

I growl as I tightly shut my eyes. "Go away go away go away.."

"How can I?...I'm your consciousness after all."

My eyes shoot open as i sit up in bed. What? it can't be... how? it sounds as if you're within the walls whispering. As if you're like me. A human, or maybe not.

"Child.. I am simply apart of you. You're thinking all these things yourself. I'm not a being that lurks under your bed or behind walls. I'm simply inside your head. No where else but there. Where I belong."

My eyes start to tear up as i cover my face with my hands. "Then why am i thinking all these things? Do i truly question my relationship with Jimin?..Why??"

"Deep down you know why. You need to figure that one out on your own. Even I can't help you with that.. I can only be your helpful guide, to show you the right path to take."

Hot tears stream down my cheeks as i try to figure out deep down why I would think these thoughts. Why they mattered in the first place, and why I haven't figured them out long ago.

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