Sanctuary

i needed you

i really fucking needed you
and you left me
you don't even see the desperation in my eyes
you don't hear the loneliness in my voice
he left me.
he said he loves me and then left.
i guess you were right,
you said he'd hurt me
and he did
so you were right
does that make you happy?
probably does
you don't notice how i can't even speak his name
he lied
just like everyone who
came before him
i let him in
and he left.
i fucking needed you
and you're no where to be found