Insanity.

The beginning.

June 16...A day before my birthday...I remember it all so clearly..so perfectly. The day my life was completely changed and how i found out I'm actually just a psychopath in love with the devil. How ironic..

"Another day of hell completed." i muttered to myself and sighed in relief as i gathered all my things from my locker and shoved it all into my backpack. Me being me i slammed my locker to low-key let everyone know I'm over their bullshit..even though they're just minding their own business. Of course everyone seemed to notice and i felt all eyes glued to my back.Great..

"Hey Leilani!! wanna walk home together? We can study at your place we have to get that brain of yours harassed with some knowledge before tomorrows test."

"Oh yeah thats fine Nick, my dad is out of town again and won't be back for a month so it'll be nice and quiet for us. Lets hurry and head home now i feel like all these school rats are eyeing me down and its kiiinnnddaa sorta giving me anxiety" i nervously muttered to Nick. He joyfully nodded and we walked down the hall as quickly as possible. I held onto the zipper of his backpack so he could guide me out since i was too busy looking down at the ground trying not to let my anxiety get to me. 

"AH! some good ol' fresh air...non contaminated by the school morons fresh air...no shit talkers..no jocks...no mean gross lunch ladies.. how great is this!" Nick shouted as he turned back to me and slightly smirked. "You okay Leilani? Is your anxiety sill acting up? I tried to get you out of there as fast as possible."

I took in a few deep slow breathes and got myself together. "Yeah I'm chill now thanks dork." i smiled and ever so softly punched his chest. After a few minutes of punk-ing each other we began to walk home. It was such a nice day out..the birds were chirping so beautifully..there was a nice gentle warm breeze. All you could hear were the leaves from the trees lightly brushing up against each other from the wind and the small birds singing away. As we were walking i guess i kind of entered my mind and i looked up at Nick. "damn this motherfucker is tall" i thought to myself and let out a small giggle. I'm really glad to have a friend like him. Nah a BESTFRIEND actually..We've been together since the 3rd grade, now look at us..about to graduate high school together. I felt major pain in my cheeks, i couldn't help but smile so damn hard. I'm glad he helped me get to where i am today.

"YAGA"

My head went flying back in such pain. I grabbed the back of my head and rubbed vigorously .

"You stupid idiot i told you to stop pulling my hair jackass! Next thing you know you're gonna leave me bald!" I pouted and punched Nick right in his fatty gut. He groaned as he laughed while groping himself. "AH, i was just trying to help" he giggled, "you seemed to have wondered off into space. I was basically having a conversation with a brain dead Leil." 

Ugh you idiot i hate you so much...

We reached my front porch and i pulled out my key from my bag opened it and swung it open.

"Ladies first." I bowed down and let an arm out signaling him to enter.

"Ladies my ass...I'm more of a lady than you are anyways. HMPF." Nick viciously said under his breath. I laughed and pushed him inside and headed to the kitchen to prepare myself a sandwich. I pulled out some wheat bread, sandwich cheese, turkey ham, and some mayo.

"Want one?" as i slapped everything together and watched a very annoyed Nick sit at the table.

"Want what? A dry half assed sandwich? Thats literally nothing but some dry bread and ham."