I met this trans girl and we were friends. Then we started to date each other. It was going great until I did something stupid. I was posting videos about my one ex. And he broke up with me. I really wish I didn't do what I did. For every time I hurt him I hurt myself 3 times that. And when he hurts himself I hurt myself too. Like to day he told me he cut himself so I cut myself. I just wish I could have another chance but that will never ever happen cuz of what I did. And Mason if u read this which u probably won't, but I am really really really really sorry and I would like another chance. Mason just know I will never stop loving u even if I'm dead I will still love u. I know u don't have feelings for me anymore and u know I still love u it's just hard cuz I never ever loved anyone as much as I love u I know sometimes I can be a real bitch, but I love and will always love u.