Coming Out

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by mrstroyler

by mrstroyler

Troye's POV:

Is this what having a heart attack feels like? I tried telling myself that it was just a regular video, but it wasn't. I know being gay isn't something that should matter, but this could change everything.

My friends and I rented a beach house for a few days. I was sharing a room with my boyfriend, Tyler, Zoe and Alfie.

I was the only person in our room, trying to upload the video. "I can do it." I told myself over and over again. Then I took a huge step. I clicked "upload". And as much as I felt relief, I still felt like I was having a heart attack.

I closed my laptop and brought it outside with me. Zoe looked at my worrying face. "Are you okay?" She asked. They all knew I was gay and they all knew I was putting up my coming out video today. They just didn't make as huge of a deal out of it as I did.

"I don't know." I replied to Zoe, waking over to her. "Feel how fast my heart is beating." She put her hang on my chest. "Oh my Troye. Sit down and calm down. Everything's going to be okay, I promise."

I say next to Tyler and put my head in his chest. He rested his head on mine and told me everything was going to be okay. I took a shaky breath. "I know but I'm just so scared." I told him. "Hey." He said lightly, rubbing my back." I sat up and looked him in the eyes. "The hard part is over now. They know now. All you can do it be yourself and not care about the hate. Everything's okay." Tyler told me. I nodded and he kissed my forehead. I put my head back in him chest for comfort. As long as I had Tyler everything was going to be okay.

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A/N: I hoped you guys liked this! It was a really short write and I just wanted to write something regarding coming out. I'm writing another Troyler story. Not a one shot, but an actual STORY. I'm only on chapter three but I'll be posting it soon hopefully. Love you guys <3