It's no secret to those who know me well, I suffer from depression, like thousands now a day. With it being a year since my mother passed away, you could say I've hit a rough spot in my life. But no. Before you say anything, this is not a cry for attention, I'm surrounded by people I can trust and talk to at anytime need be, and knowing that can really be enough sometimes. There are alot of things I wish I did differently in my life, that ranges from regretting my decision not to go to grammar school, to my decision to force myself into a relationship with someone I truly didn't feel for. Sometimes those silly jokes about depression; those snide remarks people make under there breaths; anything like that can set me off. It really dosent take much these days. I kind of wish I had someone closer, more then a friend. I had that chance recently but I would be kidding myself if I said I loved her. I just wanted the comfort knowing someone like that is there. Depression is a strange thing, it can really change your outlook on life, no it's not somthing to be taken lightly. And there are people like me out there who get really wound up about those little comments. So if your one of those people that makes those comments, just stop and think before you do, you don't know who could be listening.
