Never Understand

Chapter 1

I'm not sure what it is but it's there, just everytime I see him I can't really look away. It's as if he knows it too. Like he's doing this on purpose.

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"Um Ms.blue when are we going to start?" I say raising my hand. I've been here for a while and class hasn't start yet. When is this going to start?!?! I have to go home and do better things like lay in bed away from all this school crap.

"Once one of your classmates returns." she says turning to face her computer. "Where did he go?" I asked back really annoyed. For some reason I already know who she was talking about.

"To take attendance." she replied not even bother to look at me.

"Can I go check what's taking so long?" I say already standing up. "Yes ,just don't go and take as long as he is" she said smiling.

I got up and made my way to the attendance office. When I was walking down the stairs I saw him standing there, Dylan O'Brien doing absolutely nothing just staring ahead. He's popular but he's not the guy every girl is after.

Not sure why I mean look at him. I have to admit he wasn't bad looking. Not bad at all, I could stare at him all day.

Snap out of it, remember what you came here for. I look at the direction he's staring at-I don't really see anything.

What is he staring at? why is he just standing there? Doesn't he knows people have better things to do then to be waiting for him!

"What are you doing here? you know Ms.blue doesn't want to start class because of you?" I say frustrated. "So? I don't care. Just tell her I got lost" he says shrugging. "How stupid do you think she is?" I said frustrated.

"Stupid enough to think that I'm actually going back to class." he said with a smirk. That's it I'm done with his bullshit! I raise my fist and as I was waiting for my hand to come in contact with his face he grabs it. Shit.

I try to free my hand but he just grabs my other hand as well. What if I kick him where the sun don't shine? Just as I was ready to strike, he pulls me close real close. My eyes go wide. Our faces just inches away from each other. I fell his hand move to my face resting it in my cheek rubbing his thumb back and forth which send chills all over my body.

I look at his eyes and I feel him getting closer to my face. Until our lips touch. I first stay there with wider eyes then I start to feel. I feel this strong feeling I can't describe it but it feels amazing.

He kisses me softly then I find myself doing the same. It doesn't last long, then my eyes open.

I can still feel that feeling in my chest, it's incredible. I then snap to reality.

It was a dream.

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"Hey Cas" Stephanie suddenly snaps me out my thoughts...out my memories. I turn to look at her smiling.

"Oh hey" I smile back. Then realized what I was doing so I turn back to my project on the schools computer.

"What you up to" she asks sitting besides me on an empty chair. "Well trying to get this done" I say focusing on my work.

"Oh okay well I just came to inform you we going to McDonald's after school" she says looking down at her phone.

"Oh okay who else is going?" She looks up form her phone "Maria and Alex" I look at her a little confused "What about Monique?"

She gives me this Are you stupid look. " Maria and Monique don't get along remember"

I think about it for a second then I remembered Maria was the one who doesn't like Monique because she's 'too loud'.

I don't get it, they haven't talked it's just Maria. It's a pretty stupid reason.

"Oh okay" I say turning back to my computer.

"Hey guess what happened earlier today!" She says giggling. "What happened?" I ask letting out a light laugh.

"I saw Edgar, I passed right by him and I didn't felt anything! I felt his eyes on me but I didn't even look at him! I'm so proud of myself I think I'm finally getting over him!" She says with a wide smile.

I give her a smile "That's great! I'm so proud of you!"

"Yeah" she says with a lighter smile.

I look back to my computer and flash backs come to mind.

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7th grade

"He likes you!" Diana said shaking my arm and making "uuuuuuuuu" sounds at me.

I just stand there "what?" Me? Why me? Why does he...what?

She looks at me smiling "He likes you!" She repeats again louder and shaking my arm harder this time.

Why?. I mean he is good looking.

It's Dylan of corse he's good looking, but I haven't even had a conversation with that guy, not once. But hey maybe now he will talk to me or something. I thought to myself.

He did talk to me. I talked to him. He looked at me. I looked at him. He smiled at me. I smiled at him. He texted me. Then I texted back.

Horrible mistake.

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It's my first book, I don't know if it was good or not but I hope you like. Trust me it will get a hole lot interesting, it's only my first chapter and I will get better I promise ;)

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