Young thug love

Erica's change

"It's hard looking for love at young age "Erica tells her sister Bree "like everybody that wants to talk to me is to old and everybody my age is lame or ugly" she tells bree" I here yaa girl" bree says "ayee wassuup shawty" "ummm do I know you "Erica asks mdawg " danm am you don't have to be like that but nah you don't know know me but I would like if you did know me" mdawg says danm he kinda fine but I just don't know "so what's up let me get your number" he asked me I was thinking and I didn't hear him ask me so my sister just gave him my number later on that day we went to cameron house they was having a party I don't like going to his parties I don't know anyone but him and my sister she makes me go so our momma don't stay anything . When we got there it wasn't really anyone one there they was smoking and drinking I'm not really a smoker but I put on a show. more people started to come maybe 2 or 3 I realized that it wasn't a party it was on 6 people there all boys me and my sister were the only girls . a boy waled in he was so fine but I didn't want to seem thirsty so I waited for him to come to me and he did. "wassup ma" he asked me . "nothing chilling " I said " so you wanna go inside a room so we can talk " he asked me not thinking I went. not knowing what I was going to get myself into.we walked into a room it was dark he asked me give him head I said no I was kinda nervous he was so fine but he look at least 20." Why you so quite?" I didn't answer we laid down and he stared touching me he took his shirt off it turnt me on a little "take your pants off" he said "why " I asked "cause I wanna fuck" I tried to make a lot of excuses he didn't he made me take my pants . I heard him pull out a condom I was scared he laird on top of me and went in I gasped loud " stop please stop" he didn't . tried to push off of me and he didn't move he kept going " stop STOP!" I yelled he stop and touched me . he had blood all over his hands " you virgin?" he asked "yes " I told him " I'm sorry I didn't know " he told me I got dressed and stood by the door he came over grabbed me and started kissing me "I'm sorry " he said I hugged him and we laid in bed we got up and left out he held my hand and was whispering in my ear telling me stuff I wasn't paying any attention I couldn't believe that I had losty virginity to someone I didn't know. I didn't say anything to my sister or anyone .we left and tge whole car ride was quite I'm younger than my sister and I had already lost my virginity .I hated myself for that but I had to deal with it .