my brothers best friend

why you agine.....

  Then after he gave that long hot speech I asked him to met me in the woods later so we can talk things out and I kicked out of my room after a goodbye kiss and put on my sexist dress dark red black high heels with hot pink bottom and walked like I was going to a strip club downstairs just to see......BETHANY  WHAT THE MOTHER LIVING OF FUCKING HELL IS SHE HERE ANS IN MY HOUSE AND NOW MAKING OUT WITH HIM......UM I think I AM ABOUT TO THROW UP I told him i never wanted to see him agine and here he is inside my house making out with max A.K.A MY EX I wanted to run up the stairs but ,then I Saw him hunter siting there with some hot pink lipstick on his chest when his was buttoning it up saying "come her babe " to me.... Um did he just call me that in front of his girlfriend and my brother um just give him the silent treatment,why is he staring ????? Well then I SAW MY BEST FRIEND GO OVER THERE AND GIVE HIM A LONG HOT KISS ON THE ........LIPS but i know what your thinking it was bot Bethany no it was-um it was Stefanie the one and only Stefanie my only best-friend and she had a ring on her hand that said I will always be her the same ring I said I wanted the other day......

       WHY DOES THE AIR FEEL TIGHT AND HOT ....NOW IT JUST FEELS LIKE EVERY THOUGHT IS A BATTLE EVERY BREATH  A WAR THAT I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I AM NOT WINNING ANYMORE                          every time i trust somebody i get hurt and i do not know why ?? just seeing her kiss him in front of me like that and now i know who the her is so now my ex and by ex 2 BFF  i now know what i will fight for and as i was frozen on the stares out of everyone view i then, herd yelling