That night, I can't believe what just happened. It was really hard for me to accept it. It was really devastating. In just one day. All kinds of terrible things happened, in just one day. Unbelievable.
"Melrose, let's eat"
My maid shouted. Ugh. Sorry. I'm not in the mood to eat. I'm just sitting here in my bed. Wondering. What did I do. For them to do that kind of things.
"Shin......."
I whispered to myself. Ugh. So, Miki, didn't treat me as a friend? So, what am I to her? Considering the fact that I even got bullied, got into many troubles, just because of a nonsense rumor!! It wasn't even me, who was dating Shin! It was Miki! I want the rumors to stop already and tell Jamil about the the truth. But then....... Ugh shit!! Damn! Whatever!! Due to the stupidness of my brain, I just decided to hibernate myself.
I HOPE THAT ALL THIS SHIT IS JUST A DREAM.
.........................................
"Okay, god damn it. I'm so doomed."
There goes Jamil and bunch of her friends, again.
"Hey Melrose, can you please buy us uhm...... Bread?"
Jamil told me with her scary voice I mean ugh. She told me to buy her bread. What the? Am I her mother or something? I wanted to escape from that freak, but I don't want to be in trouble with Jamil and her friends, again. So, I just went to buy their bread. NO CHOICE.
And when I came back....
Oh my... Goddess of Nutella.
"What are you doing here in the corridors? Are you cutting classes? Follow me. I need to talk to you in my office."
I'm so dead. Ugh damn it. Our principal. So, I just followed her and went to the cemetery. No I mean her office.
After how many minutes of cermons, I went to the classroom, and gave Jamil the bread that caused me trouble. Damn it.
"Oh. Hah. I don't want it anymore, you can have it."
Okay? What the heck?! I even went to the office?!!!! And now?! Grrrr!!
I just ate the bread because of annoyance and anger.
I turned my head at the window side and stared at the view. Ugh. Where the hell is everybody? I heard that Leonor is absent and Nile and Jade is in their classes. Woohhh, I certainly miss Leonor's craziness. And jade's conservative attitude like she's my mother or something, and noisy cute Nile. I miss my friends. HOW CAN THAT ONE JAPANESE CREATURE DESTROY MY LIFE, SERIOUSLY.
"Miki, I have to tell you something..."
This is so frustrating. I went to Miki in a fast motion. Her face expression was blank as if she turned arrogant. Seriously, I'm disappointed in her. She changed her attitude just because of a dude? Woah. I grabbed her hand and went out of the classroom. Finally. Just the both of us..
"Miki, I think, there was a misunderstanding.... I don't.... Have.. F.."
I was about to say don't have feelings for Shin, but suddenly she cut off my words with a bitter smile.
"It doesn't matter" She said arrogantly.
"What do you mean?" I asked her. Woah she did really changed a lot.
"Nobody cares if you're interested in him. They just wanted to have some issue. Unfortunately, you're the target. So... Good luck...." She said.
"Huh... How can you say that to me? I thought we were friends, Miki for pete's sake. You're not even sorry towards me? I'm the one who's getting tortured and rumored because of that NONSENSE, RECKLESS RUMOR!! But actually you're the ONE who is hanging out with SHIN! YOU ARE THE ONE!!"
And so, I exploded. I can't take it all anymore. How the heck did she changed just because of a boy? Wow. Just wow.
"So?"
WOW. I'm really speechless by this stupid conversation. She seems peaceful and cool about what's going on here. As if she's not involved. But the truth is. She's the one who is dating SHIN!!!!!! DARN IT!!!!
"You know, it's not my problem anymore. Just deal with your own business. Don't involve me. Stop involving me in things that are crazy and nonsense."
Seriously, I want to punch this bitch's boobs. Oh my god. I can't believe she just said that. If Leonor founds out about this she's gonna be pissed off as well. Because Miki was always hanging out with us and I really thought she is a nice person. I was totally wrong about her.
"MIKI"
Someone hurriedly called her name. A familiar silhouette appeared in front of us. He stared at me with a blank expression, with his sudden interruption, I didn't know what to say anymore. They were speaking in japanese to each other and Miki's arrogant face turned innocent and sweet again. What the hell was that? Now your camoufladging? Without saying a word, Shin grabbed Miki's hand and turned away from me.
"DAMN IT...."
I don't know why, but everytime I see his back turning away from me... IT HURTS.... Wow, great, now everyone is ignoring me... Great.
