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Dear Human,

Im a hat.
A simple hat for sunny days.
Why am I here?

My owner,Solya Grestburg, left me here.

I miss her...
She was amazing in every way.
She cared about everyone.
But there was a problem.
She had social anxiety.
She never really talked to anyone.
And now she's gone.

She committed suicide last month.
While im here, laying in a sunflower field.
Really stupid,I know.
I want to move on.
Move ahead.
I can't.
Im just a hat.
Im laying here and doing nothing.
Nothing but laying.
I need someone.
Something is missing.
No, not something.
Someone.
I can't move alone.
Im a hat.
Who can't move ahead.
I wish that someone would come and pick me up.
I can't.
I can't do anything.
Im weak.

I always hear a few animals around here.
They seem happy.
Why am I not happy?

Rain is the worst.
Im always getting wet.
Then I look not longer appealing.
Then I look ugly.
Nobody wants me.
Nobody.
I am so lonley.
Solya.
I am waiting.
Waiting for you.
Waiting for help.
Why did you leave me?
You know how I would feel.
Why would you do this to me?
I hate you.
But I love you.
I hope this is all just a nightmare.
Even though I know it isn't.
There is hope.
The hope that someone will come.
Someone will treat me like you did.
While I am waiting,
I am laying here.
In-between the sunflowers.
Waiting for a miracle.

In love,
Your average hat for sunny days.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 16, 2019 ⏰

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