abused by my stepfather

Keri

when i was a little girl about 6 years old i had my step- father call me into his room and told me to close the door i did as he requested he told me to come up to him and touch his fuigger  and something magical was going to happen so,  i touched it and next thing you know i was on the ground unconscious then the next minute i was on my bed screaming and crying as my step father raped me.''

''when i was more younger then six he would usually call me into his room when my mum and 4 brothers were out and would randomly put his hands on me and start feeling me i felt weird but i didn't know it was a wrong thing to do from day that he had wrapped me when my mum was out and my four brothers were at work that day my life crumbled and shattered into a million pieces and from that day on my life has changed and he took away something precious from me that i would never get back.''

10yrs later

''when entered high school my step-father knew that i was attracted to guys so he made sure that i had nothing to do whit boys so he sent me to an all girls school called st.Bridget's college and made sue that i never see a guy in my life because he wanted to be the only guy in my life like he ever was in my life ever since he rapped me i hatted him that day but i'm to scarred of him i'm to scarred of telling anyone what he had done to he so i kept it all a secret for the sake of my life .''

i went through high school haunted by that past memory i always tried to forget about it but i hust cauldn't so i tried to kill myself, but then something stopped me after i went through  hell i met this guy called drew, drew was very tall handsome had curly brown eyes and cocoa skin he had abs so i had nothing to complain about he was so romantic and god i just loved that guy to death one day we skipped school and went to his house for coffee(if you know what i mean) he opened his apartment door and let me go in first since that was what a kind gentleman had to do and then locked the door behind us he then lifted me up and carried me to his wall his room had Michael Jackson photos every where i guess he was a Michael Jackson fan then just blurred out and looked backs at drew, drew was so damn fin e and i was just about to find out how fine he was he lent in and he started staring at my face and went closer he then came in and kissed me with a passion i melted when he had kissed me he then got his hands and slid it up my skirt and pulled my pantties down he got his fingers and started rubbing my vagina which turned me on big time he then stripped me naked and lied me down on his bed he then stared to gripped my boobs and started sucking on them after he was done he got up picked me up and putt me on is erect dick i screamed for my dear life and even little bits of tears began to come out of my eyes as it bought the old memories back but this time it wasn't against my will i chose to do it and it was pleasurable i got up and told him to get of me before i get busted by dad for being home late i pushed him of and put on my cloths gave him a kiss and ran out the door,''

3 weeks later

''omg, this cant be i think i think i'm pregnant i got out another stick and tried it this would of been my 3rd one and it's positive o'shit what the ell am i meant to tell drew and most of all what do i tell my father(Steve)MY step father and most of all what am i gonna tell Drew the father of this child what am i how am i suppose to brake it to em? i sit there crying on the toilet seat for my life has gone back o'what it use to be.''

three weeks later:

''OK i'm about to go and brake the news to drew and i hope and pray that he wont give me a bad reaction i am pushing myself to go to him even though now i don't want to since i'm not full of confidence as i was before i'm finally here and i'm about  to say drew ''can i talk to you in private i say'' i'm shiiting myself right now holding on to my dear breath (sure baby)"he says" drew listen up this is very important i just wanna say his smiling at me with full confidence and a simile face i hate to ruin his life right now OK i say drew i just wanna say that i'm pregnant i could tell that his shocked by his facially reaction he went mad and ballistics well i guess that answers my question to what how he'll react when i told him the news i whisper to myself drew baby listed to me i love you i need you i need you to help me get through this i say as i cry he says WHY NOW? KERI WHEN I CAN ENJOY MY LIFE BEING YOUNG ? WHY DO I HAVE TO BE A F*CK-IN FATHER AT THIS AGE KERI ? JUST ANSWERER THE GOD DAMN QUESTION AND TELL MY WHY? i fall to his feet crying and cant even look at him in shame with tears coming out of my eye's filled with mascara he yanks his hand of me as i struggle to hold it, i grab his feet as he tried to walk away he pushed me away and ran for it i sit on the ground crying and no one comes to me and find out whats wrong i just lay there moping all day till school ends

it's been two days and a week and drew hasn't even bothered to contact me i mean uit's not even like we broke up or anything like that

schools over and i hear voice calling my name Keri,  Keri i turn around and see drew i am so Happy to see him so i quickly run t him and jump on him for a hug he holds me tight i told him if u hold me to tight the baby within me might fall out he gigged and looked at me with a sad face and i asked him why he said Jeri look at me in the eye so i look at him then he said i'v got something very important to tell yo i say what he tells me that he loves me and all that mumbo jumbo i tell him to ct to the part the point he told me that we had to brake up and that it wasn't my fault it was his i fall to my knees and tears start coming out of my eyes he tried to help me up but then i just  got my hand bag and hit him with it i got up and started running i can her him scream my name out i run home crying all he way home home

so great what am i going to do now what am i going to do about this kid

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ok so keris pregnant how will she tell her family whats steve going to do about it stayb tuned for the next chapter o and also feel free to poin out some spelling mistakes i'll be happy to fix it up