Should I Give Up?

Chapter 1: I need to work.

"Jungkook," Exclaimed Suga in a sad way. "What is it hyung? Why are you upset?"Asked Jungkook in a Certain Manner. "I'm Sorry But...I..Hate you." Jungkook had depression from the last time someone said that to him. "Sometimes..I wish I was dead, Sometimes I wish It's all a dream. Sometimes I hope It will All be okay. I wish I was the favorite. The Fans shouting the Phrase..I mean, Is it even okay to just, Pass out in front of my teammates? Is It okay to be emotionless in front of them..What if they know? What if they kick me out? They..They don't care." Wrote Jungkook in his diary. Jimin comes to Jungkook and Asks, "Why are you upset?" Jungkook Sees him and answers, "Jimin..I don't know what's happened. The Band members always ignore me." Jimin never ignores him, Ever. Plus, Jimin Appriciates Jungkook. But Suga is jealous. RM..he is fine..Jin seems to just ignore him. Jungkook was cross..He wanted to leave the group.