Before you make that cut

Before you make that first cut.

Before, you make that first cut, tie the rope to the fan, force yourself to throw up, I want you to read this, understand this, that first cut, will never be your last, you will start and there will be no stopping you, one cut, and it will hurt you will say never again, but then the next night, one more and another and another, this will go on for months, you will start wearing, long sleeves and pants, because you body is littered with cuts and scars, you will itch and itch, you will have a voice constantly telling you someone is going to notice, someone will touch your arm or leg and feel an old scar or scab. you will have this voice saying just one last cut, they will start to get deeper, and deeper you won't stop, you will keep feeling the urge to take that blade and drag it across you skin. You can try to hide you cuts with bracelets and on that super hot day when you are wearing a sweater people will start to get suspicious, you will keep lying to your friends and family, saying stuff like I'm fine and oh, I'm just cold, I love wearing these bracelets my grandma gave them to me. making excuses for everything someone might ask. you will have nightmares of friends and family finding out about your self harm what they might do, so before you make that first cut I wanted to tell you this, now think what is this going to do, what are you doing to yourself? Is this the right choice?

Now before you make that cut I want to tell you something, the real way to self harm, put down the razor the pencil sharpener blade, the pin, the tac, what ever you are going to cut with, the way to harm yourself the most is not making the first cut not making that first little cut or scratch, that's harming yourself that's real harm, please don't make that cut, you are much stronger then that, you are so much stronger, you were put on this earth because you are so strong, please don't pick that blade up again, do what will hurt you even more, don't tie that rope, don't stick your fingers in your mouth and throw up, if you don't do this, you are so much stronger, then you think, you are a warrior, you may not have made that cut, but you faced the war, you faced the battle and you stuck the middle finger in the air and said "Fuck you!" you are so strong, now stay like that because I love you.

❤❤❤don't face the battle I did don't make that mistake, don't make that first cut, don't tie that rope don't, put yourself in the position that will kill you, remember you don't want to die, you just want the pain to end❤❤❤Stay Stong❤❤❤