I'm lying in bed with an aching head
I lie on my side, my right arm going numb
I'm in so much pain, and yet I'm completely fine,
Why am I ok?
Why won't my body show it?
Why can't my body show all the pain I feel?
It hurts
It hurts
Why can't they see it?
Why can't they see my pain?
Why must I suffer alone?
Must I always feel the pain and never show it?
Can they not ever see what they have done?
Is that why they do it?
Is that why they cut?
So you can see our pain,
So you can see our torture,
I'm sorry,
I'm insane,
I'm loosing it,
And I'm not allowed to show it.
YOU ARE READING
stupid me
Poetrydon't read this. I'm just a stupid bastard with deteriorating self control, so I'm just using this as a way to say my emotions.
