The start of this story starts in 2014 I found this girl her name is ellie we started dating and those where the greatest 4 years of my life but now she has left me for someone better and now my life has spiralled out of control again some times I hate my life becouse as soon as it gets semi decent something happens and then my life falls apart but from now on I might just stab myself when ever I try to get a gf or bf becouse as soon as I do my life falls apart again
