Uhmn. I dunno when is the next special chappy but it is coming. I'm thinking bout it. haaarthaaaart! ❤ STOP HATING IDOLS THAT ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP. Im getting pissed off. Bash them? You only hurt their feelings. So why bash them? Think first.
Ri-an'sPOV
Its Cyan's birthday today and he is throwing a party that is open for the media purposes. And some lucky fans are gonna be at the party and ehem most of the partiers are celebrities and his relatives. And I dunno what to give him and remember Im really needed there. why? I'm Cyan's media girlfie. Its a formal party. Of course! everybody is rich and it is planned by a sophisticated lady who is Cyan's mom and a Stylishly Strict gay dad of Cyan.
I wore a gorgeous dress that can make me stand out. It suited me. The party is at 8 pm call time! Starts at 10 pm and ends ? I dunno.hhahahah. What time is it? Its 6 pm. Im now in my lamborg , thinking a gift for my jagi. Why is it so hard to think of a gift? Samantalang ang tagal na naming magkakilala. I guess things changed. Hahaha. Im not yet driving. Nagiisip pa ako eh. Gusto niyo kong mabangga? Hahaha. I grabbed my ipad and browsed. I took a selca and went to my gallery. While looking at my photos i saw my photos with cyan when we were still dating each other. Gotcha! I started my engine and drove. Im on my way to my pad. May kukunin ako dun. I dont really use my pad regularly. Minsan lang ako nandun. Dati dun ako natambay with Cyan. Things changed.
I quickly searched to my pad. Whiile i was searching for my gift. I unexpectedly saw a CD. I played it and saw a video of me and Cyan. First scene: Me playing piano while im singing it.
Now playing: On rainy days (BEAST / AILEE) (English translated yung mga lyrics para maintindihan niyo yung message ng kanta! But watch at the multimedia thats the performance.)
Ngayon ko lang napansin na umiiyak pala siya. This was the day that he broke up with me and i played the piece that ive been practicing for my performance.
In that same way
Without fail once again I
Can’t get away
From thoughts of you
My voice is a litle bit horrible. I was guessing that i was crying. I forgot sorry. But its so clear. Ang linaw ng pagkakanta ko. You'll feel my emotions and the right tones and pauses.
Now
Even though I know it’s the end
Even though I know it’s just stupid feelings
Even though I know that we’re no longer
The me that couldn’t grab you until the end because of my pride
Is left with only regrets
Come find me on rainy days
Stay up all night and annoy me
When the rain stops I’ll follow
And leave slowly leave a little at a time and cease like the rain
I was sad this time , happy because im gonna make my dreams come true. Our love was so right but it was not on the right time. We had the right love at the wrong time~ looool.
BINABASA MO ANG
You and I (Fools in Love 2)
Teen FictionRelationship between a dying boy and a celebrity. A relationship which time is the hindrance for the two of them. Could it work out? (Carlisle's story)
