Keshana, Me, Shannel and Tatyana, 4 best friends. it was the first day of a new school year and the moment we stepped on the school compound I saw a boy with dark brown eyes, coolie hair, a faint dimple and he was as cute as can be, I instantly fell in love as did Tatiana when she saw a thick, black, monkey-faced boy. Keshana being as boisterous and outgoing as she is, walked up to the boys that were not even close to each other, one being surrounded by his friends and the other by himself and said to both of them separately my friend likes you, gesturing to each of us both. Both boys walked toward us and pulled us aside, away from our friends, I don't know what was happening with Tatiana and the supposedly named "Antwan" but when my crush came towards me, he leaned in close and started whispering exotic and intoxicating words. I knew he was using me, but i couldn't help but fall deep DEEP underneath his spell, his face alone made me give in, but his voice could have practically seduced me in minutes, lead alone his sparkling eyes. His friends then came and pulled him away from me so I went back to mine. They ask me what happen, i said nothing but kept smiling widely as if paralyzed with love. I have never felt such a feeling and i was willing to let his use me just to hold on to that.
After our brief conversation our communications started getting more frequent, we exchanged phone numbers and even social media accounts. We were now calling, texting and following each other on Snapchat, tik tok, and Instagram. We've been speaking for months now, and their was even a point were i was absolutely sure he actually liked me, but i quickly changed my train of thoughts. Everything was perfect until he [ I refuse to say his name for personal reasons] decided to start getting sexual, he started touching me in "private areas" I said nothing and just embraced it cause as you should already know I loved him and our hopefully soon to be relationship was going great, a few days after that he started to kiss me, [I got my first kiss with my first crush] when his soft luscious pink lips were against mine, it felt like literal, actual heaven and when his tongue made his way into my mouth, I swear I could here angels singing in a near distance, sometimes i even forget that he's using me and when i do remember, I just sit and smile to myself.
A month after us kissing [and yes I record everything that happens] he asked me if we could have sex and though i loved him a shook my head and said a gentle no explaining that I simply wasn't ready for that, so he asked if i would ever give him heads, he seemed somewhat sad so i quickly said yes not knowing what that even was.
[DAYS LATER]
When i got home that day, I started to think about our last conversation, so i got my laptop and i quickly searched "heads" i found a lot of results and all were a bit surprising as all were sex related. I started to regret saying yes, but i knew that it was said and done and the least i could do was prepare, meaning practice. I used a cucumber to practice, I was an uneducated virgin and so was my mouth.
*in a spongebob voice* [FEW DAYS LATER]
The time had come, i had been practicing so much, i should've basically been an expert now right?. We were in the janitor's closet and he pulled out his penis, my jaw dropped with amazement and i was glad i practiced because it was the actual size of a cucumber, and before i go further to sum everything up so far, I was virgin, i had never seen a so called "cock". [back to the story] He asked me if i knew what to do and i said 'yeah' a little to confidently which he pointed out.
I went closer to him and stooped down to the floor, i placed my lips on it which was now standing up, just like i practiced, i performed an up and down and when he started to moan, i knew i was doing a great job, not long after my friends barged into the janitor closet, with a huge gasp at the surprising image of me sucking on a cock. They looked at me and just started stepping backward and walking away, i got up and called to them and neither of them would turn around, they hardly even glimsed and anytime i tried to talk to them they would just ice me out, i started getting sick of it and eventually just started hanging out with HIM, and when they realised my reputation started to really go down hill.
[A FEW DAYS LATER]
I arrived at school in HIS mark x, {yeah, were that close] and when i went to my locker, i saw the words 'slut','whore',suck cock' and wannabe' written in permanent marker and anytime my former friends passed me, they would whisper "suck cock" saying it loud enough for me to hear and basically my life was over, it was great were Alex Guzman [ there i finally said the name] was concerned but everything else was a disaster and that's it, I'm currently living it, so i guess I'll write another part when something else happens but for now that's it, that's my life and it will most likely forever be.
Btw- your name is Destiny
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Random4 besties going on an exotic adventure after going through some shitty stuff keshana finally gives up her life to someone
