Finding The Old Me

The best year of my life

This story contains sensitive topics like depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts and self-harming. If these topic are sensitive to you, I recommend you don't read it. There won't be any of this in this chapter.

It was year 6. I was a role model for the whole school, even got to be a head girl. I rushed downstairs to the kitchen grabbed my bag and ran to a new year a head of me. I stood there in front of my school. It was very different to last year, it looks like it is new, however our school was very old. I rushed inside as the bell rang.

I had the same teacher as last year. I loved her. She is the best teacher you could ask for. Her long brown hair was now short blonde pixie hair. It complimented her skin tone really well. As she saw me coming into the classroom, she had a huge grin. I smiled back at her and searched where my new desk was. YESS!! I'M SITTING NEXT TO MY BESTFRIEND.... Jessica and Lacey but soon i realised my other BESTFRIEND was at the front but who cares at least i have two of my friends sitting next to me. We started with grammar. I was confident and answered most of questions accurately, and that's when this guy gave me death glare. HOW DARE HE...but he looks familiar. Yes! I remember him Nathan from year3. Guess he still hates me. We never talked to each other. We both were very competitive. We did not get along and we never will but that's what I thought.

As day passed by we were moving seats as we had to make friends with new people i really wanted to sit next to Thithi, Emma and Sharol. The teacher called out each our names to inform us where we were sitting. After a couple of people my name was called up with a couple of people. Kisha, Thithi, Emma... We smiled at each other thinking all of us are sitting next to each other but there were two other names..NATHAN AND TOR... "GOD!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE IN MY PAST LIFE TO DESERVE THIS" i screamed inside my head while smiling sarcastically to the two boys and to make my day even better the seating plan was Sharol, Emma,Thi thi, Kisha, NATHAN and Tor in the front row.