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Camilas pov.

"Camz, Camz, wake up." I heard Lauren say as my wife kissed my nose. I shifted in the large bed and cuddled closer to her body. I pulled her close to me and hid in her neck for extra warmth.

"Come on babe, we have to get up or we will be late." Lauren said and I sighed and slowly opened my eyes and seen mesmerizing green ones looking back at me. I cupped her cheek and stroked it with my thumb. A smile spread across her face and she blushed.

"I love you. I really do." I whispered and Laurens eyes tracked down to my lips and I smiled. Slowly her lips met mine and her body climbed on top of me. I felt Lauren grab my wrist and pin them by my head and I broke the kiss and laughed.

"We don't have time." I said and Lauren just looked at me adorimgly.

"I love you too Karla Camila Jauregui. So much more than you will ever know." She said and I sat up in her arms and she pulled me closer to her chest.

"Camila! Open the door!" We heard and Dinah was pounding on the out side of the hotel room door. I laughed and Lauren shifted so I could stand up. I fixed my little silk dress and walked over to the door and unlocked it.

"What Dinah, I'm up." I said and as soon as she seen me she pulled me into the hall.

"What are you doing?" I asked and jerked my arm from her. Her face was mixed between the expressions of wanting to cry and being very hurt.

"Tell me it's not true. Tell me this is a lie and you didn't do this to Lauren." Dinah said and handed me a magazine. I looked down and there was a woman I didn't ever want to see again posing on the cover. I looked even further and my heart sank to my stomach.

"Camrens love child given up for adoption in 2017." I looked up at Dinah and tears formed in my eyes.

"Where did you get this?"

"No, you are done asking questions it's my turn. Where were you when you left the band? Why did you leave?" Dinah asked and I looked down at the magizine and slid down the wall.

"Dinah I can't talk about this right now I need to get dressed for the interview." I said and Dinah scuffed.

"You gave up a baby with out even telling Lauren she was going to be a mother. What the hell is wrong with you. Camila that baby is atleast 2!"

"She's 3 Dinah, she is 3 years old ok. I had to do it you don't understand. That woman on the front of that magazine made me. She made me do it. I was going to keep her Dinah. I wanted her. After she was born my mother and I talked about it and I knew I would have to tell Lauren, but you all were doing so good and you were on the rise. I couldn't tell her. I couldn't take care of her with out Lauren seeing her. So I gave her up to stop it all. I did it so you all could keep going. I did it because it was the only choice that protected that little girl from this crazy life. Don't tell Lauren please." I begged and Dinah shook her head.

"I won't have to, I'm sure she'll see it or we will be asked about it today. I can't believe you did something so stupid." She said and walked away. I looked at the magazine in my lap and sighed. I should have known my mother would eventuality run out of money and go to the press about this. I just didn't want to admit it. I opened the magazine and flipped through the pages and I felt utterly disgusted with my self. I slowly stood up and walked back into my room and ran straight into Lauren.

"What's wrong?" Lauren quickly asked and I had the book behind my back.

"Nothing, I'm fine." I said and I quickly grabbed my clothes for today. I stripped my self of the slik dress and put in a black bra that matched my panties. I went to grabbed my red flannel shirt but Lauren stopped me.