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I honestly don't know what I'm feeling right now. I have a weird feeling in my chest and I just feel...empty. Of course, I refuse to tell my friends. They would freak out because my closest ones know what happened this summer. And my friend has been really upet lately and I'm worried. She hides it at school and then tells me that she hates her life when I get home. She's m best friend and I REALLY don't want her to go through what I did. I told her that she can talk to me about anything and I would try my best to help her. I feel so sick right now and I really don't know why.

My friend's neighbor got raped when she was six. SIX. How sick is that? And it was her grandma's boyfriend! I feel sick to know that there are actually people walking around and getting away with crimes like that. It's just messed up. I shared with my friend what has happened today because I told her I wanted to make a difference and asked me to explain why. I got upset, but didn't show it because we were on a field trip to see a play. I told her everything; even where I cut. I feel so weird about it.  I have to go, Amber's calling me. I'll let you know how I'm doing soon. Love you beauts. Stay strong. xx

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