Meant to Be....Why Me?

C1.............

I'm going to miss you babe. I promise you I will call you everyday. I'm so happy for you" Sierra said said hugging me tightly.

Sierra was my best friend since I was four years old. We were roommates for the last thirteen years. We were so close that we even have the same jobs working at the Chucky-E-Chesses downtown. I'm glad that my new forester parents don't livethat far away. That way I could still see CC and keep my job. The only thing that will change is my new home and instead of waking up around 20 kids. There will be one person that I will see every morning.

Right now Sierra and I were outside the public forester home saying our goodbyes. We were waiting for my new forester parent. All I knew about him was that his name was Nickolas Cravers and that he was 22. I wonder why he would want a forester kid for. Now thats something I would have to find out.

"Imma miss you to CC, you know what I'm going to call you everyday, no one can replace you, you're my number one girl. Were acting like were never going to see each other again."

"Fine but you better call me everyday cause I'm going to be counting on your calls to lighten up my day" CC said while wiping away a few tears.

I'm really going to miss waking up and seeing her faceevery morning. She was the person that always cheered me up and brighten my days. People always say that we acted and look exactly a like. We could pass as twins. We both had Brown curly hair and dark brown eyes. She was basically like my sister. We hugged some more and then Mrs. Michelle came outside followed by a young cute looking guy that looked a bit older then me.

"Alyssa, this is your new forester parent Nickolas. I hope you find living with him pleasurable and we will miss you hear at Murphy Ann Forster Care Home." Then she walked over to me and hugged me. "Good luck, we all are going to miss you sweetie, come back and visit any time.". Then she disappeared back inside the main building.

"Alyssa let me help you with your bags" Nickolas said as he took the suit case I had in my hand away from me. While he took the suitcase away from me his hand brushed up against mine. When it was over my hand felt hot in a good way. I ignored the feeling and turned back to Sierra who was in even more tears than five minutes ago. Wow if she act like this how will she acted during my wedding or even my funeral. Even though I wouldn't be alive to witness my funeral. But she cared so much for me.

" Well I guess this is goodbye babe's" she said trying to hold back tears. " CC please stop crying this isn't for forever, ok, plus I promised to call you everyday" I said wrapping my arms around her. "I know" she said "it's just that it's going to take a while to get us to not seeing you every morning and night." she said crying again. She is so emotional.

"I know" I said having flash backs to our hard time and happy times.

"Well I guess it time for you to go." She said pointing to the black BMW that Nickolas got into.

"Bye Sweetie take care" I said giving her one more last hug before walking away.

I only got 3 feet away when sierra ran up behind me and hugged me again.

"That one is for good luck " She said smiling.

" I love you CC" I said tear whaling up in my eyes

" I love you to, Babes" she said smiling back at me

I walked away from Sierra and to the BMW. I got into the passenger seat and then we drove off. I waved to CC until she was out of sight. When I couldn't see her anymore I started to cry. That was the first time I cried in a longtime. That place was my life I wonder how I could leave it.

"Alyssa, it will be ok." Nickolas said to me giving me a look that said that he know how I feel. I managed a small smile and then helooked back out onto the road. A few minutes later I fell a sleep. Because the night before me and CC were so happy that we couldn't sleep. Well it looks like sleep is taking back it's time.

Nickolas P.O.V.

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Before we got to the house she fell a sleep. Instead of waking her up I just caried her up to her room. The consular told me how she didn't sleep all night because she was so excited. I guess you would be happy to leave that place after 13 years. I could help but stare at her while she sleep so peacefully. While staring at her I couldn't help but think about her being mines forever. I know she felt it to when our arms brushed up a against each others. But how I'm I suppose to tell her? I will tell her tonight. The sooner the better. With that I got up of the edge of her bed and looked at her one last time before leaving the room.