the big five:in the beginning

chapter 8

Elsas P.O.V

i sang pouring my heart into the words more than last time only vagely awair of the storm swearling around me. i couldn't here Anna singing anymore. 

"aaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhh, iiiiiiiiiiiiiii, CAN"T." i lost control and the power that i was keeping in was empowered by the storm that had now stopped and blasts of ice shot out from around me.  i allowed myself to brathe completly forgetting about Anna standing right behind me until i heard her gasp.

i turned around to see that she was gasping for air on the ground. i can't believe i hit her again only this time in her heart. i was so horrified i felt like running and locking myself away to cry. 

"anna." someone cried. and in came a tall blonde boy and Olaf.

"who's this, wait it doesn't matter you have to go." i said pushing my self as far away fromt he both of them.

"no elsa we can work this out together."

"how! what power do you have to stop this winter. to stop me."

"i'm not leaving without you Elsa."

"Yes you are." i flicked my rists to the ground creating a huge living snowman who picked them up and through them out. as soon as anna was gone i allowed myself to feel the overwhelming guilt i sad back on the floor and hit my head inbetween my knees like i did when i was a child, so i wouldn't have to see what i did. i could pretent i was a normal girl.

i felt someone swoop in and hug me. i looked up to see the same beautiful white hair and sparkling blue eyes i've been staring at and atmiring from a far all day. i was scared but i didn't push him away. he made me feel safe inside my self.

he wrapped his arms around my waist and put his chin on my head. i allowed myself to hug him back and whimper against his chest. all of those years i cried in my room alone as my heart became cold and i closed out the world, i thought i could never love again. and i have never been more happy to be wrong.

i looked up to see Merida, hiccup and Rapunzel looking at me in pity. their pity made me question why jack was holding me, he couldn't love a whiny, tempermental girl. he probably just felt pity for me. i became angry and sad and a mixture of to many emotions.

i looked around and the ice in my castle was turning red. the place i ran to to be free had turned into another prison of my own depression. as i looked i got scared which only made it worse.

"conceal, don't feel. don't feel don't feel" i stood up and began to pace repeating the same words over and over trying to remove all emotion. 

Hiccup P.O.V

i watched as elsa cried by Jack.  she then looked up and saw us and the room turned red, she gasped and stood up muttering to herself. i watched as Merida walked up to her and stopped her from pacing.

"Elsa it's ok. calm down." elsa pulled away crossing her arms.

"no please, i don't want to hurt you." if you hadn't seen her past you would have thought she was being over dramatic, but she hasn't really talked to people for years because she was so scared of herself. 

"look elsa, i know you're scared and i can understand why. but we can help you control your magic. please elsa." i think i saw something in elsa like she realised that what merida said was true. i never knew the Merida could be so kind and gentle.

"ok" jack jumped up in triumph and opened a portal to the work shop. i f***, more portals. why did i leave toothless in the north pole.

sorry i know this is crazy short but i have to pack my computer. i'll update in a few days.