The life of an outcast isn't so easy but feels very nice.So thats my life standing so hard t understand
MY BASIC LIFE DATA:
NAME:MONICA F. ESCANTE
AGE:14
MOTTO:LIFE IS BUT A SHORT AND SHARP PAIN IN MY LIFE LONG LIVING
LIFE STANDING:Rich in money but not family nor love
SOCIAL STATUS:OUTCAST
Alam nyo malalaman nyo rin ung totoong buhay ko pag naintindihan nyo maging outcast its not easy but very good to feel.Pero merong nagbago ng buhay ko kaya iba na ko ngayon pero memories do fly by kung alam lang ang pag daloy nito,di kayo dalas.All will be revealed later by my story.
First day of school many people catched kasi malalate na sila.Almost all of them were my old schoolmates but that went more memories when he came.Mr.Carl C. Perez ,the person i once dreamed of pero di ko mawari kung may gusto pa ako sa kanya."KRIIINNNNNNGGGGG",first class started masyadong madami ng trauma ko na natatandaan nang marinig ko ang bell nayon.
CHAPTER1:
So many memories go back pagkatapos ng araw na iniwa akong magisa sa buhay when my parents left me.Ako na lang magisa sa mansion naming ... anyway although I know that being alone is frightening pero only responsibilities draw me to live.When classes started,dada nang dada ung teacher namin, about math but I know that people who speak fast are quite logical but mainly nagkakaroon lang sila nang napakalimited na emotions,like me.Habang ung prof namin nagsasalita ng mabilis, my mind was flying.It reminded me na parang away ng mga parents ko.I thought na every time na ganyan kabilis sila mag salita,nag cocontest sila kung sinong unang magpapairita sakin??!!.Kahit lumilipad ung isip ko,the "NERDS" ay may pinag uusapan.Ang bawat salita nila basa ko salabi you know cause of simple logic.I can infer that may sinasabi silang "heart as cold as winter".And thats where it hit me that i really am heartless but never evil."KRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG"the sound of the only time I could be alone.
After bell I went to the canteen.At don na nagstart,I saw someone that I didn't know kung gusto kong kausapin.I really dont know what was it so I just tried to.....
CHAPTER1;PART 2
"Ignore him"yun ung lumabas sa isip ko.I know its pretty straight forward,pero I promise you I couldn't be inlove!!.Anyway its break time.Kahit na anong gawin ko di ko mapigilang kalimutan ung recipe nang mama ko sa paggawa ng sinigang na bangus.Its just still deppressing matandaan na di na mauulit ung bonding time namin.Napatulala na lang ako.....Tapos doon na nagstart....yung start nang pagbabago.......
At the lunch table may biglang nagpakita sakin.....may.... may??!!
CHAPTER1;Part 3
May mga babaeng nakikiusap kung pwedeng makiupo??!!!.Napaisip ako dahil may mga spice girls na dumaan lang sa kin kahit feeling maganda sila.Tinanong ko sila kung kilala nila ako??!!.They said na they know that I was more mature than them.At first tinanong ko sila kung first time nila.But sadly hindi sila ung hinahanap kong group of friends.So after school,done my assignments,humiga ako at nagmunimuni.And I thought that there was no such thing as true nor perfect friends theres just good people.
CHAPTER 2
NEXT,NEXT DAY
Just the normal day at the canteen,nakita ko nanaman ung mga babaeng kahapon.I was eating when already made an unbelievable gesture at alam ko na ang dalwang kilay na yan pag tumaas na its a fight, pero I know my place always neutral. "Please don't trust them"as if i could here her voice in a flick of time.Then I felt her fall down,I called for everyones attention,but nothing happened?! So I started to pulling her to a chair.I made her sit down.And kept on faning her with my fan.
After an hour and a half,she woke up in the clinic where i took her.And then I asked her "Anong nangyari sayo??!!!,para kang bula bilang pumutok".May kaunting garalgal at tawa akong ginamit para kahit papaano tumawa man o ngumiti(at umaasa na rin ako don because you know wala akong masyadong kausap kahit sa bahay si yaya na lang naman at aso ko.)Pero wala pa rin eh."Did you have any complication in your heart when you were a child???"."ANO beh???,day bisaya aku dati pa yun.Pero maniwala ka sakin,wala kang mapapala dyan sa mga taong yan,parang pag tinanong 'ay beh ano ulam mo???' sagot nila 'ay oo masarap' may kasama pang 'not like yours only dried fish and ampalaya hmm!!!!'alam mo yung mga taong ganon???"."Oh yizzz!!!"sagot ko naman ."Pero beh,seryoso ka ba???!!di ko maintidihan maganda ka pero bakit ganon"."Eh bakit"sabi ko "bakit nga beh" until we exchanged these words like our vows.UNTIL..."kringgggggggkringggggg" ."HALA "tanging mga salitang nairinig ko sa kanya na maayos ang pagsasalita,kahit tagalog lang yaon"ang kasindak-sindak na bell??!!!!(she's got that scary impression)."Bkt naman ganon beh"sabi ko."Sasali ako sa drama club kahit na meron ako T_T"she' somewhere there that's so near to impress me."Meron kang ano??!!!,sakit sa puso,cancer??!!ano?!!."mayroon akong....akong second personality disorder,that reminds mi beh punta naman ako sa inyo"."But I barely know you"I could have been more specific with what I feel."Diyos ko naman ikaw pa ang lakas ko sayo atsaka talino ka diba,tulungan mo ko kontrolin si.... alam mo na tapos tulungan kitang maging sosyal ,deal???!!"."kung mabibigyan mo ako nang preliminaries then its a deal(gusto ko lang maging sure)ano??!!"alam ko talagang gusto kong masabi ito ng diretsahan."Di pwede agri ako agri ka dapat??!"she's very persuasive in a way."Paano kung pareho tayong dito mag "turuan"para sure ako na may deal talaga".Fine deal!"she extended her hand in a gesture of agreement."DEAL!!"we both already said at the same time."First,your name...."(I really think we havent personally met in some parts)"My name is.."may kasama pang rampa sabay hair flip"pak...Isabel H. Dazea
