Thunder and lightning so calming I soak in The Storm! The clouds go away as I still am feeling the calming effect of the storm.
Sitting in my 8 by 12 room with walls I want to get out to see the light. But I know the light has hurt me before! I have always said I like dogs more than people. That sounds so mean but honesty is me.
My heart and soul filled with nightmares and filth which is real to me.Flashbacks of pain .and blood soaked brain as I awake from my nightmare.
Being a child I spoke and told my secrets hoping for an ending to this secret and no more hiding in the closet only to be pulled out from my safety.
One day I did see a glimpse of light.I like to think God provided this light to help me survive.
