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OK, just a safety notice: do not bind the way that was mentioned. Trust me, one of my friends who binded that way blinded that way and it pushed their breasts even further apart, meaning that they were even more noticeable. So yeah, don't do it!


(edit: 2022)

So, I wrote this in English class in 2018. I've grown a lot since then. At that age, I was questioning my gender. I thought I was Non-binary / FtM. I don't think I am. I think that I might've been confusing gender dysphoria for body dysmorphia, which IS NOT THE CASE FOR OVER 99% OF TRANS PEOPLE. despite me not being trans, I believe that being trans is definitely valid, and it has been scientifically proven, so there is literally nothing wrong with it.

 I know that there needs to be more trans literature written by actual trans people. I did unpublish this story for a few months due to that, however, I felt like it might've helped people, as doing the things that my character did in this story was 2018-me's dream, and I hope it can somehow help some of you. 

Obviously correct me if I'm wrong on anything at all, because I'd rather be criticised than spread misinformation. 

hope you all are well. thank you to the 1.4K people that read this, and I hope it somewhat helped you. 

edit: June 2022

Actually I'm trans. I know I probably am. But that voice in my head keeps being like "but what if I'm faking it". At this point, it becomes hard to think about. So I just ignore it. And I tell myself stuff like ^^^ (above paragraph). Yeah. Ignore me as I avoid thinking about my feelings. 

Thanks for 1.5K reads!

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