My Thoughts And Other Stuff

My Best Mistake Was You

I didn't know the water was that deep, 'till I made my decision to take a quick look, until I accidentally fell, ending up killing myself...

I feel like Punching, partying, kicking, Laughing, and Shouting

Punching, so I can forget about the current pain and cover it up with a new one

Partying, so I can enjoy crying in the club

Kicking, to push away my fears

Laughing, so for a moment I can forget 'bout the problems

Shouting, to release my pain with the use of something I have, my voice

If I had a chance to go back in time before I met you... I wouldn't take that offer because behind all of these tears I cry at night, behind these words that I say, behind these hurtful thoughts I have, all of these moments that hurt me,

There's always that one moment I remember having with you that makes my whole day bright...

But that will only ever be in my thoughts... but it is worth it

For Someone very special to me,
Someone I wouldn't hesitate to do something for,
Someone who doesn't feel the way feel about them. 

-Layla