I'm alone, yet I'm surrounded by people, I'm lonely. I'm scared, yet I have no fear, I'm scared to speak in case I say the wrong thing. I'm ok, yet I'm sitting here curled up in a ball, waiting for everyone to leave so I can cry, I'm ok. I'm tired, yet I don't sleep, the nightmares would take over. I'm starving, yet the foods on the plate in front of me, I can't bring myself to eat it. I hurt to much, yet I control the amount of pain I inflict, it's the only thing I can control. I try not to worry, yet my minds always wondering, I think to much. I try to do what you ask, yet I never meet your expectations, I'm a failure. I try to change my mindset, yet I can't change the truth, I'm sick In the head. I'm suicidal, yet I have a good life, I'm sorry I can't keep it anymore.....
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