Regrets

Paul

I woke up to find I was alone and I found the button to the hospital room. I the doctor came into the room and released me. I got dressed. I found a note on the table beside me. I was debriefed and no longer a spy. I then was about to leave the hospital when I was stopped by a nurse.

"Go to the top floor room 7."

I went onto the elevator. I walked to the nurses station. I told them who I was here to see and they got the doctor. The doctor came to talk to me.

"Oh, shit we made a mistake. We told him you were dead."

"What?"

"We told Richard you were dead this is bad."

I felt the anger rising. He had me follow him to his room. "How do I help him?"

"He is released into your care and you can give him these meds. Also you should know that he killed a guy by shooting him in the head. Something about taking a spy's gun and shooting a bad guy with it. I told him that didn't happen."

"It did happen. I was the spy."

"I fucked up on this one."

I realized I was talking. We opened Richard's room. He sat in the corner in a ball.

"Richard, you are released."

"How, you said I was never getting out."

"I made a mistake."

I walked over to him. "Reesh, you can come with me."

"Your not real. You have always been in my head."

"Reesh, what are you talking about?"

"I can't believe I am talking to my imagination but Rammstein and everyone in it is all made up. My whole life is a lie."

I looked at the doctor. "What have you done?"

I looked at my phone and texted my old employer. She said that she would be right there. I didn't like this. "PL1, how does it feel to lose someone?"

"Fuck, Reesh go under the bed."

"Your not real."

I went to the guy and we got into a fight. I knew we had to stay away from Reesh. I knew this wasn't going to end well. I did't like this at all.

My old boss opened the door and shot the guy. I got up and looked at her. "Who was that?"

"Your talking. It was the brother of guy Richard shot."

I turned back Richard. "Rammstein, is real and so are the people in it. I might not be but they are. I was once real. I will always love you Reesh. Continue with Stein."

I kissed him. I then walked out. I text Till to get him. I went to my house and got a few things. I packed and left. My heart broken. I went to wait on the first fight to Russia.