how could I be so blind?
they were right all along, I was wrong about you.
I thought you cared, I thought you had a heart.
I guess I was simply hoping for something that wasn't there.
you see, you gave me high hopes.
you never told me to stop, you encouraged me in all the wrong ways.
you just wanted to use me, I can see that now.
I guess it was all some sort of game for you then?
I cannot fathom why you would try to take the most intimate parts of me if you had no interest.
did it humor you?
was it all used simply for your pleasure?
I'm not your fucking toy.
clearly you don't see that.
we dated for about three months, but that meant nothing to you.
now you're sitting here mad at me? for what?
for figuring out your bullshit?
you're so full of shit, and I'm a fool who couldn't see past that.
I was blinded by the actions of the past and the sweet talks from 1am.
a fucking hypocrite is what you are.
you tell me to ignore the ones that call me annoying, yet you call me annoying?
is there a hint I should be taking?
maybe I'll do just that.
I'll ignore your sorry fucking ass.
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hey guys, thanks for reading! you might've noticed that this chapter was more of a rant than poetry. sometimes I use this account to just speak what's on my mind and this was definitely a big one. anyways, I wanted to tell y'all that "what I wish I could forget" is, for now, finished. I currently don't have feelings for the person that the book was about anymore so there's no more content being created as a result. there may be a revival of the book in the near future due to feelings coming back but as of right now, it will not be updated. that being said, this is my new book, and it is about a different person that I currently have feelings for and it will be updated regularly. I hope you guys enjoyed & don't forget to vote, follow & leave a comment!🤩
