Sequel to Finn Wolfhard fanfiction "Stay Calm", 4 years later what has become of Y/N and Finn's relationship and knowledge of each other, what is Y/N's life like after a huge loss and rollercoaster of bottling up each and every emotion?
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sadiesink_: Thrashed these dorks at bowling tonight @everyone, I can't be bothered doing tags sorry not sorry, they lost and don't deserve my acknowledgement
milliebobbybrown: how classy of you sadie
sadiesink_:@milliebobbybrown ily
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YOUR POV
"This was really fun guys" smiled Caleb as he waved his hands - signalling for a group hug. We all groaned and walked forward with our arms outspread but each of my friends were grinning as wide as I was
"I'm gonna miss y'all" Sadie sighed as my body relaxed into the hug
We stayed in our little huddle for a while before I pulled back and others did the same, I looked around at all my friends faces most of them with tears streaming down their cheeks
I couldn't say the same for myself but it just reminded me how long it had actually been since I'd sworn my self to resist any tears that threatened to fall.
"I love you losers, I'll catch ya later yeah?" my voice spoke shakier than I intended, my words were followed by nods from the group in front of me and Sophia rushed forward and hugged me once more before I smiled sadly and started to turn
"Wait!" Finn's voice broke the silence "I-uhum" he cleared his throat awkwardly as everyone including myself looked at him questionably "Eli took your ride home didn't he?" The raven haired boy reminded me
"oh yeah...he did" I looked at my toes since the others were unaware of what went down earlier between my boyfriend and I
"I can give you a ride" he almost spat out hurriedly "I-I mean...if you want me to"
I smiled at his offer as I gazed behind the boy to see Millie giving me a thumbs up and Gaten clapping his hands together in excitement
"yeah, actually that would be nice thanks Finn" I answered and a smile found its way onto his face now
"bye kids! have fun" Wyatt grinned "BUT NOT TOO MUCH FUN" Jack screamed making Finn blush deeply "I have a boyfriend Jackie" I giggled as me and Finn walked toward his Black car parked on the side of the street.
The taller boy skipped forward and opened the passenger door for me and bowed slightly wit his hand outheld "thank you kind sir" I laughed getting into the car before Finn shut the door softly and ran around to the drivers door
"Where to m'lady" "21 west end" I smiled at his words, Finn whistled probably impressed by my address "living the fast life now huh Cinderella"
my body tensed at the old nickname I hadn't heard in 4 years and Finn obviously noticed my knuckles tighten on the leather seat "OH, I'm so sorry Y/N! I didn't mean t-" "it's okay Finn, it's okay" I breathed as a soft smiled pasted itself back on my face
We sat in silence for almost 10 minutes before I worked up the courage to say something "Finn?" "mmmm" he hummed in return "I'm sorry" "for what?" "for..." I sighed heavily before speaking again
"for ignoring you, for basically removing you from my life after...my mother..." I didn't dare glance at him but I could tell he wasn't looking at me either
suddenly he pulled the car onto the side of the street and turned off the engine before breathing and turning to look at me
"Y/N, look at me" his words sounded almost like he was scared? and then I looked at the boy and saw why
he was...crying?
"Finn...I-" "why didn't you text me? or call? or anything!" his words shocked me "I'm sorry, I really am I wish I could express how sorry I am Finn" "I texted you everyday! I just wanted to know you were...okay"
I sat in silence still shocked by his words as guilt engulfed me "I cared about you so much Y/N and you just shut me out, I wanted to help you" he sounded broken...
"and I understand you needed space and I gave you space...for FOUR YEARS" "Finn! I'm sorry! what else do you want me to say?!" I finally yelled
"didn't you see it?" he asked almost whispering now his voice just a croak "see what?" "I-I was...I was in love with you Y/N"
woah, I didn't know what to say? what do you say in that situation? what was I meant to say? what did he want me to say? that I loved him too? that I was sorry...again?
He'd stopped crying now, I guess the boy said everything he needed to
"I still love you Y/N, I can't forget or move on, trust me I've tried"
boy was I wrong, he definitely did not say everything he needed to
"please say something" he squeaked, I could see him looking at me out of the corner of my eye. "I need to think, please take me home Finn" I stated, not showing any sort of emotion in my voice
"of course" he quickly spoke before flipping the key and bringing the engine to life
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"we're here" the boy announced pulling up next to the apartment block "thanks buddy" I said softly, the tension still tense as ever before clutching my red handbag, stepping out of the vehicle and shutting the door
"I'll see you tomorrow yeah?" he asked awkwardly through the open window "yeah" I smiled and with that he flashed his headlights and sped off into the night
"holy shit" I breathed into the cool air as the big '21' sign flashed above me, the fluorescent blue light cutting the darkness like a knife.
