the me inside of me

me at the moment

ORIGINAL VERSION, OCTOBER 2018:

so, I guess I have to start by introducing myself.

I go by alex since I hate my real name. I live in chile like I've had for most of my life.

I lived in england for three years when I was little which is how I learnt most of my english and I am completely bilingual. I actually find english easier than spanish which is my native language.

I was born in the US but I only stayed for a couple months there.

I go to an all girls, private catholic school. I hate it. I'm finishing 8th grade.

I usually listen to Green Day, My Chemical Romance and All Time Low but I also listen to a lot of Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco and Twenty One Pilots. but I'm also obsessed with musicals [there are too many for me to list at the moment, I'll do it in another chapter]

I love reading and writing but I'm terrible at reading books that the school makes us read.

I currently identify as asexual, and I am not sure what my romantic orientation is (at least, that's what I think)

UPDATE: FEBRUARY 2020

hello, it's the fifteen-year-old version of me typing this now. I'm two years older and yeah I've changed a lot.

I look nearly the same but I'm much gayer and punk now. I mean, I'm still ace but I'm thinking I'm either biromantic or homoromantic, I don't really know but I do have a crush on a girl. she's one of my closest friends but let's not talk about that.

I basically have the same music taste but better than before. I'm listening way too much to girl in red but that's the only drastic change. I got into a lot of other bands but the ones I listen the most to are still My Chemical Romance and Green Day although Twenty One Pilots and Waterparks follow closely behind.

I stopped listening to musicals (although they still have a special place in my heart) because I'm obsessed with 80's & 90's rock.

I've been reading a bit in spanish although it's really fucking hard for me still (ridiculous, it's my first language, I know) and I recently got into Keeper of the Lost Cities.

I still haven't finished homestuck (I know I started it in july 2018 but I'm stupid ok) but I'm really close to doing it though.

I think the most drastic change has been my writing and how I portray myself, I'm finally getting more comfortable with who I am. I'm definitely not there yet, I still hate myself but it's a slow road and the beginning is done with.

this past year and a couple months have been interesting, now I want to know what the future will bring me.
see you in a while, future self.