Alone

Me

Once again, just like every single day i am alone. When did it ever come to this i ask myself. I have always been insecure about my looks and everything else about me but in pre-school not a lot of people cared it was just about making friends and fitting in and nothing much has changed from then 

There she is, the queen bee of the school everyone likes her,who is she? veronica hand in hand with her boyfriend JD. He had a stupid name but no one had the guts to tell him so other than me.since then my life has  never been the same they always taunted me and made me the laughing stock of the school even though i would have nailed it on my own. My life was a living hell and they made sure of it .

Ok lets start this from the stop its not like any story though it is a bunch of teen stories put together this is my life we are talking about not some teen movie which are sooo predictable and make me cry no matter how many times i watch them ok im getting distracted. it all started 5 years ago the second term of my first year in high school , this grade 10 boy asked me out and guess what i said yes  no suprise there i wasnt into him but i was into the idea of an older guy asking me out so i told all my friends and word got out somehow that i was a slut because earlier i had dated 3 guys who were cool and popular and it was just in the first the first term but i couldn't help it at the time i was indecisive. I got so angry at my friends accusing them so starting the rumor, i was hurt when i found out that my best friend started it i was .... i felt betrayed though i had a theory of why she did it. She was jealous thats why

so the guy i was dating his name was Ryan and he was soo cute and had a knock you out smile the one that knocked me off my feet every time he smiled. He was perfect some would say too perfect but the third term last day of school he dumped me for who ? Veronica